Checking in ( How do you feel today)?

Great. :3 After telling my boyfriend that I refuse to be with someone as hurtful and mean as he is... We took a break for a while, and he realized that he can't treat me that way. (: SUCCESS.

tentative as I feel need to get more things out in the open but I do not want to upset the good feelings setting. I guess I think too much-means-I like to understand people better. Sometimes, the uncomfortable questions makes me understand how the person's nature is and how the extend of their ability to adapt and change. In knowing this, I understand the person better and accepting them. In this way, I can "people please" better in a non threatening way.

actually somewhat motivated today haven't been in awhile

Somewhat indifferent.... but glad there is sunshine.

i feel.... um..... thirsty?

and, well, full.

i just ate a pizza lol

Off Kilter ...

Stomach sick...been talking to the toilet today. Feeling a bit better now though than earlier.

Starting on BRAT diet now (bananas, rice, applesauce, and toast) to see if I can keep something down, now. Toast first and a herbal tea with ginseng.

Back to nausea again Pharmacist says Pepto Bismol.

hmm.. feel like a little anxious... but it will be ok.

Tired but all good.

My eye is blood shot- I just noticed a bit ago-- I am not sure if this is stress related or maybe it could be allergies-- but It does not itch--- I have noted in the last past few years when I am rather stressed, something physical happens... headaches, acne, bad tummy, blood shot eye(s), fatigue, and so on..... damn.. sucks but it will be ok-- as the time ticks, my mood becomes less neurotic/empty/dead/mixed--

Feeling better and keeping liquids down...I can have popsicles

Headachy and worried

not really focussed/ in another world

Almost back to normal foods again. Yay!

Depressed. It was my mothers funeral today.

I have lost my confidence in finding a job. I just can't bring myself to send out resumes or look for jobs.

((((Kai)))) ...

((((Uhg)))) ...

The past couple of days have actually been pretty good. I went and had all my hair hacked off yesterday, and I'm donating it to locks of love. Its super short now! =) I also found out today that my DBT will start next thursday. My girlfriend and I have been doing good, too. We've gotten a few good chances to talk and we're working through a lot. She made steak tonight, rare. AMAZING! As usual. But I'm feelin pretty confident. I go back to work tomorrow. So things should sail smoothly.

feeling really unsettled and jumpy at the moment

I can't sleep. Besides that problem, I am okay.

A little blue, all of a sudden. My secret crush is becoming more & more deeply involved with the woman who has made herself a fixture in his life (I'm not convinced he ever really was too excited about having her in it, but he was being nice, and trying to help her out...).

Yup. A little blue, now.

feeling low and empty