Name one good thing about your day so far #2

I made 'er thru! With minimal discomfort! Didn't win th' lottery or nothin' but she were all right as far as mid week average days go. Coulda used a hug and a smile but hell so could everyone. T'was fine...hope Thursday sees it on par or better. Oops...day not over yet. 11:56PM. Jumpin' Judas!!! Crossin' my fingers now...hope th' apocaylpse doesn't show up...

No zombies today!

Looking forward to family arriving today.

i have not passed out... i feel like i could but i have not

I feel better in my mind about some thing again to my heart with things-- I have been a little kinder to me today which is a good thing, and i did not deny the hunger- i ate.

Went for a hike with a friend, was refreshing. Also straightened my hair today always feel good when my hair is nice and straight

ate some really crispy chicken wings.

yum

made it to T appointment. started to do some practical routine things.

Sleep. Lots of sleep.

I'm one pound closer to my lowest low weight. Now I'm only up 4 lb instead of 17.

New meds New p-doc, meds seem to help get rid of WTF feeling, feelkind of goofy. Better than lousy...
I am from the planet Prozac20, the moon Gabapentin300 orbits 3 times a day. Houston we have lift off...

Well it was the other day but I wrote really productively to myself
It has been a slow start for me today, but I am trying to keep a chirp attitude.

I have eaten fruit mostly this week as well- which is a plus of no fruit.. I hope I keep the fruit in my diet- I like it - Meaning I like fruit

Also a good thing, is that I am exploring more of the idea of loving me, owning my own body, and trying to motivate myself for a better goal than just-- aimlessly whatever with it. it is a good thing-- perhaps if I realize that I am doing something for myself, rather than for others, and realize that I am worth whatever I put into myself- well i think that is good thing-- new thinking pattern plan has begun!

This was my first read this morning after getting off work and i am glad it was.
I like this new pattern, you deserve good things....

watched 3 eppisodes of emmerdale. only 2 more and i'd have caught up

First time in months I've been awake and rested at 6AM. I have a sleep disorder [Circadian thing apparently] and trust me this is bedtime for me. I go down at 6AM and wake at noon...every day. Yesterday I crashed at 8PM and slept till 6 this morning. Why? Dunno. But it's beautiful! Probably a one off though. I'll likely be awake until dawn tomorrow and the old routine will continue. I wish it wasn't so. I should work harder trying to fix this but I refuse to take sleeping pills. FLW that. Anyways....I"M AWAKE EARLY @ LOVIN' IT!!!

I walked the dog early and it was still cool and comfortable outside.

I have not lost balance and fallen.

Woke up not fighting or arguing of any sort. ... So far.

had some really delicious bacon for breakfast

I have a little more energy than yesterday

There is a darling little bunny who lives somewhere in the bushes outside our apartment. He comes out promptly every evening between 7:00 and 7:30. He's so cute! My kids and I just love watching him. I hope soon he'll get comfortable enough to come closer to our little patio. We've been trying to tempt him (or her) with spinach leaves.

even though it is the end of my day, i will say i have had a few good things... i worked hard at work and really realized i really don't belong in my position, again a little epiphany but yet good, my coworker shocked me with a gift- not anything special just him & his S/O were cleaning ou sme old things & they were going to toss a box of knitting things & i guess they thought that maybe i would like it & could use it.. that's nice & i am trying best to not twist it as like others have really noted me being really stressed.. my S/O wrote me a silly note to find when i go home too. & my cat i got him a new scratching post b4 i got home, i get it together, he scratchess newone then sits by his old one . he's been playin with the new one now which makes me smile .. just a fe things i guess.

I have not heard any Christmas carols.

I woke up to a perfectly clean bedroom. I can see my floor again and I only have one book (the one i am presently reading) instead of 8 on my bed.

Lunch with my father went pretty well. My stepmother was there...that was less than pleasing. It's like having lunch with your friendly neighborhood Gestapo or NKVD agent.

But actually seeing my father went well, and the few words we could get in edgewise were nice. We're planning another lunch soon, hopefully with less...intrusion.

I had a good therapy session and a good knitting class.

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