How do you REALLY feel today???

Sick and very Growly.......

I'm having gall bladder attacks again, going to have to get that thing out soon. Been putting it off for years. ..ugh

I had bad heartburn last night and it is still hanging on...

I get that bad in my chest...its awful. Hugs

When I was real heavy I had heartburn a lot. Now it is pretty rare, thank goodness

For some reason i've been feeling alot better after it takes me an hour or two to wake up. I think it is because it's spring and summer will be here too. I get sooooo depressed in the winter. I hope everyone can enjoy this day with me and I'll pray for everyone to enjoy the day.

Sad but at the same time focused on work to where I got an amazing amount of things done already and I have only been at work for an hour now.

Doing ok still Two days in a row yeahhh

I was talking to him last night and I had to fight the urge to cry. I would be sitting there talking, and this deep, agonizing sadness would well up inside of my and threaten to burst forth, and it was all I could do to keep it contained. I sat there and we talked, and in my mind I was screaming that I love him, and it was so hard not to just throw myself at him and wrap my arms around his neck and tell him how much I love him. I wanted to bury my face in his shoulder and just start sobbing. I already was on the inside.

Feeling unstable, like wishing to cry, got this annoying chest pain, may be a late side effect from taking too many pills, which is completely deserved as it was by own choice.

past is coming back to haunt me. I am ready to forgive but those thoughts keep invading my mind. actually, it's the songs that intrude on my mind. those songs remind me of all the bad experiences I've had in the past. I just want to dull that pain so much.

I feel like crap right now. My T is still sick (fifth week now, I usually see her every week) and I feel so egoistic because I am annoyed she is sick. I SHOULD feel sorry for her. I need her... and at the same time I am scared of my reactions - I have become too dependent, to needy...

stressed to the max

I want to see him so bad. Yet every time I think of him or see him, it makes my heart hurt.

Moody lol

Distracted...

Just... tired. Dull. Physically and mentally. I hate that...it just isn't who I am.
I haven't felt like me in several days... maybe longer.
I want the old flirty funny irreverent me back. He's here somewhere.

Not sure what's going on but I hope you feel more like yourself soon, George.

Still dealing with paperwork for replacing the rusted out car and transferring titles. It makes me feel anxious and exhausted. The payments for the next 5 years make me apprehensive. Mom's confusion with the process is driving me bats. She loves the old car. She bought it with Dad's life insurance after he died. Been a stressful couple weeks...

Like crud. No other way to describe it.

I am really run down, not really in a bad way, just mentally exhausted

I'm not having a very good day.

Like a big red tomatoe!!!!! So much for those overcast days at the beach!!!!! ghrrrr

Paranoid.

A little worse. I think I'll stop posting in this thread until I feel better.

I got a few things done with housework. I've been seeing the consequences of shutting down and letting things slide. Very destructive and depressing.