Daily Comments #6- Just place to plant your thoughts. No feedback required.

It's been a busy day with lots of errands again. Now I have homework to do for tomorrows class, but I need a break for a bit. Still have to arrange to have my old car towed in. I'm tired and Mom has been confused today because of her taxes and what needs to be done. It's all taken care of now but she's still mixed up and it stresses me explaining stuff.

Einstein knew what was coming.

- StumbleUpon

So hungry! But should I get food? Sigh, getting food = effort. Maybe I'll get some hummus and chips...

Almost done with a very, very long school year...gonna ensure next semester doesn't blindside me like the previous two have.

On the downside, met a really cool girl today, and chatted with her for about an hour. Really comfortable and easy to talk to...generally just fun. The problem is I cannot find her on Facebook whatsoever (and trust me, not for lack of trying), and I did not get her phone number. Given the size of the campus and the fact I've only met her today, I'm fearful today might've been it, especially since we let out in a little over two weeks.

It's been an interesting day.

Having trouble waking up

I had my psych appt. Just got home from it, and he is referring me to a psychologist to help work with the avoidant personality disorder, depression and anxiety. YAY!!! He has also changed my meds from Celexa to Effexor XR.

It's getting better. I am slowly crawling out from this money issue, may even get some things I need in the next few months. I REALLY need a vacation!

i know the depression makes things feel worse but this is crazy ......its like my soul is gone smh

lol Held my own just now in a debate against the class prodigy. Law major feels totally validated right now.

I didn't get much out of class today. Too tired to follow I think.

Forgiveness
A lot of people are told to learn true forgiveness.....
I don't know about many, but I'm in a society where forgiveness isn't taught in the vast majority.

retribution, revenge, no mercy, is taught.

I realize the forgiveness that is spoken of is for one to learn, to help with healing, but just have to say this- it's not taught in our/my society, no wonder so many besides myself struggle with the true concept.

I am freaking out right this minute. My PDoc put me on Lithium and I received a letter telling me to call and talk with a Pharmacist about all of the side effects. Testing my blood levels for toxicity, and kidney disease might occur etc.. why should I want to take something so lethal that makes the hair fall out just to ease symptoms of mania and psychosis.unbelievable, can't comprehend it at all.

It's days like today when I can feel that everything's connected, and feel a part of that connection.

It seems that Facebook is a free for all. Someone posted a picture of one of the Boston bombing victims...his legs were severely injured and he was being taken in a wheel chair. I'm sure many people found this traumatizing to see. Maybe even he doesn't want to see himself when this vulnerable. I pray for all those who suffered with this bombing.

This bomb seems very homemade and I think this person isn't foreign. Thanks to the Wild West Internet anyone can get detailed instructions how to make a bomb. What barbaric crime.

They train so hard for marathons. This was such a vicious thing to do. The runners group is doing miles in remembrance of the victims. I'm not a runner but when I saw that posted today I walked some miles and prayed for them too.

This is very scary what kind of people are these?

I love my family very much.

How many times do I have to repeat myself? How many times does it take of someone saying they want nothing to do with a person before those being told finally get it through their heads? How can you say a person is "toxic" yet support their crap at the same time? I'm fed up with all of it. All I want is that lying, abusive creature out of my life and my son home where he belongs but everyone keeps backing this b**** up by not saying anything so she gets away with it and my son is the one who suffers. How people can think this b**** is ok when she deliberately does whatever she can to cause my 6yr old son to suffer is absolutely f***ing beyond me. I am sick of feeling like crap because she keeps getting away with this bollocks. I just want my son home.

What kind of upside down world do we live in? We could be so noble. Instead we shoot each other and blow each other up and steal from each other.

I don't understand it.

how to f *** is possible that no one on you tube play this song. How the f*** to play this. I going out to smoke one right now. Now you won't, you've have quit. Keep going you don't have to play it perfectly....

Getting settled into a new life and new routine is somewhat more challenging than I expected.

Choices Choices Choices..... I have come to a fork in the road.