How are you feeling right now #4

Quitely well thank you.

Mixed emotions this afternoon

I am anxious tonight and panicky.I am upset cos it rained today and I couldn't get the gardening jobs done that I wanted to.I am hoping to get those jobs done tomorrow.I am looking forward to getting the exercise.But tonight just thinking of having those jobs to do and the household chores is overwhelming for me.I am trying to break the jobs down into smaller tasks in my head so as not to be anxious.My niece has been messaging me and she is reassuring and helping me calm down.I am going to watch youtube to try and relax and I have a meditation CD.

in huge amounts of backpain.

I feel ok this afternoon

I must say, I've been on PC forums for a year now (I get a new badge! yay), and I feel a lot better than I did when I first signed up. Thank you PC!!

I feel ok,good even.I am strong,and independent and I am going to do all the chores indoors tomorrow and some of the gardening,I will not let myself down,and I will do this!

I just woke up from an almost 3.5 hour long nap that was planned for just an hour. I feel groggy but decent.

I feel good this morning

I am tired but got housework indoors done and cut the grass in the back garden today.I feel good about getting stuff done and have planned to do more garden work on Wednesday.Tomorrow I am going out in the evening to see a film which I am really looking forward to.I feel good in a way,but I still get very lonely and miss intelligent company,but my life could be a lot worse I suppose.I am going to make something to eat and then rest,then do the washing up.

Im good this afternoon glad i had a long weekend to relax before tomorrow the start of the garden season for day program.

Cranky. I’m just annoyed about work and tired of the nonstop bad weather and cranky about all the current events and stuff.

Anxious this morning

Now at this moment, I feel fine.

I feel fragile.

I feel good this afternoon

I have serious deep depression and I am physically exhausted...I am resting but am in distress.

Stressed. I had a checkup this morning, and the doc wants me to get a cardiac evaluation (is that the right way to say it? Surely it's not "cardio" like exercise, right?!?!)

It's preventative, because I had some issues as a kid and haven't really been checked in the last... like 20 years or so.

But I'm stressed about the logistics. I tried calling the place, and ended up in voicemail. Not sure if it was even the right voicemail. I'm not sure how this all works, I'm worried about taking more time off work, I'm worried about parking (yes, because parking scares me! I'm weird like that!), and just... everything.

But, I'm going to go do it. Just... wondering if/when they'll call me back.

And my arm is a little sore from the blood draw - not my favorite!

I feel ok.

It sounds like there’s someone walking around upstairs but I’m home alone. So I’m a little bit freaked out right now. I do have dumb cats but that sounds like human footsteps.

I have been resting and I was exhausted earlier so I am feeling better now,in a less low mood.I am going to be home resting most days until Saturday and tomorrow I am only out for an hour to go to the clinic in the morning.I will try and rest and not get too stressed.If I don't get too tired physically I won't get into a deep depressive state.

Stressed...

I have very low confidence and self esteem.I want someone to love me and i want companionship.I want my family to love me more and care about me.I want to lose weight,be able to move around better and to look good and have more energy.

I feel depressed and fragile.

Tired but good