How are you feeling right now #6?

Embarrassed that my posting style offends people.

I don't even know: if I had to say just average.

i swear i posted in this today! maybe it was another similar thread??

anyway, nothing's changed since then. I'm tired from being sick. bleh!

edit: oh gah! there's a series of this in the Coffeehouse too??!! Oddly enough, I didn't find my post about being sick...lol

Anxious this morning

Found my post about being sick somewhere else random. Anyway,

Feeling hungry. Is that an emotion? Well, it's a feeling! Anyway, gonna go eat

I was watching a video of the bush fires in Australia,animals dying burnt to death,it is horrific,my love,my heart goes out to all the people and animals affected.I
am praying for rain to fall in Australia,I know corporations are to blame for this catastrophe,they created conditions for drought to take hold via chemtrails and geo engineering,weather modification,they dried out the rivers and ushered water from rivers into dams that are now privatized and owned by agricultural corporations.
They banned people from collecting wood from forests so that they would burn,they wanted to make land available for factory farms.God will punish this murder of wildlife and the burning of people's homes,the evil doers will be punished.I am appalled and depressed.I am going to be 100% vegan,I am not eating meat produced in factory farms anymore.

Depressed this afternoon

I got chores done,tidied and cleaned kitchen,sorted cat litter,bins,recycling,glass and compost,put them out for bin men collection.
Then I had a shower.I feel a little better my mood isn't as low as it was.
I am looking forward to going out tomorrow.

I am doing well after meeting with my psychiatrist, who I've seen for about six years. I feel excited about the future.

Utterly and entirely disgusted.

My heart aches. If you only knew. I wish so much for you. I feel beautiful gratitude for being here. God bless all of you.

Just an extraordinarily difficult last 48 hours in terms of bp 1 issues. Now, The Committee (voices, commands, insane racing thoughts) is mercifully quiet for a bit. I hope it lasts. I really need a break from this.

I feel like crap. I just had a fight with my mom abt the same stuff again. She loves to pretend shes so f***ing perfect and of course im always the problem. She cant even address the things im telling her and then she says "i cant do anymore". Like you ever did. Cant wait for her to be in her deathbed and have no one around. I have a dentist appt soon and i was so excited i finally had that planned after 2 yrs of putting it off and of course she had to ruin it. Ive been feeling so much better the past couple months and im taking steps to care for myself. No one even cares.

Struggling. Cried on the way to the office last night. I feel like I keep trying to solve the same problems, running in the same circles, and getting no where. It's the type of thing that a therapist or coach should be perfect for, but I can't seem to find any that actually understand or help in any way.

My brain feels like it's rotting with boredom. I'm getting more administrative stuff at work. I need to find a new job, but am just... overwhelmed by all of it. Ugh.

And, tired... didn't sleep well, restless last night.

I don't know. I don't understand why everything feels so hard. Part of me thinks that I need to take a leave of absence, because my job is just... crushing the life out of me. But, I'm scared that I won't get anything accomplished with the time off. I had three weeks (!) off at Christmas, and even though I tried, I didn't get anything done!

Depressed this morning

I feel calm at the moment.

Other than having this damn cold flu (scratchy throat is back ), my mood is pretty good.

I feel ok.

I don’t really feel good. I’m very tired and cold and I’m still dealing with the cold I’ve had for a week now.

I'm feeling fine. - @Mountaindewed, is it possible that you got more than one cold, one on top of the other?

Depressed this afternoon

Awesome. Thanks be to God.

Oh, I'm amking it so far.

Quite sleepy. Fairly content.

Hopeless right now. I’ll get over it.