How are you feeling right now #6?

Deilla - Good for you (re: quitting vaping) - *hugs*. I hope you start to feel the good effects soon!

I'm just tired tonight. A little worried about my family - my sister hasn't responded to texts, she in an "essential" job so has to go out most days, I worry about her. My brother (who's homeless) called me last weekend and sounded OK but then tried to call back a couple times Monday, but I kept missing the call (I was working and in meetings on the other phone.) No more calls since then, so I hope he's OK.

I'm tired, but OK and glad it's Friday. Haven't really made a clear plan for what I'm going to get done this weekend yet though, and I need to, or I drift a bit.

Again, I am sort of stressed this morning. I hope to do a meditation so I can find some calm.

Anxiety wise I’m a lot better then yesterday. My nausea is a lot better too although I still don’t have much of an appetite. My arm still hurts like hell though. I feel pretty good today though.

I feel good today

Peevish and irritable.

I’ve been feeling really sad and kinda lonely. Im not quite sure why, but if anyone is looking for a friend, PM me cause I’m looking for friends as well

Slightly down in the dumps because my trip was supposed to be in a couple weeks. I moved it to September so I’m still going at least. But I was also supposed to go to my aunts for Easter tomorrow.

I hope 2021 is lit.

I'm feeling okay. Resigned to fate.

Refreshed

I’m getting a bit sick to my stomach. I just took a visteral half an hour ago. I wonder if they are not agreeing with me anymore for some reason.

Kind of down and lonely (like my username). Can't wait for this virus to blow over.

Sort of anxious and very much alone/lonely.

To everyone not feeling very well these days, Keep well and mind yourself.

I'm a little anxious. Trying to relax and focus on the positive.

I don’t have any mood swings like I was thinking I might have. But my nausea is off the charts.

It was a weird night.
My mom died almost 7 months.
My neighbor came to me and said that she talked to my mom ( btw I dont believe on ghosts but it really bothered me) in her dream.

She said that my mom told her to tell me, to search for a necklace (with blue stone) in my closet near a gun.

While my neighbor is talking to me, I cannot believe it! because we do have a gun in my closet and I have a necklace with a blue pendant.

She dreamt it for 2 consecutive nights already and every time she will share it to her sister, suddenly she will felt ill or something.


She also advised me that if I will wear the necklace that I should have someone to wake me up because there's a belief that the ghost will get your soul or something like that.


Can someone help me interpret the dream?

It’s a year and a half since the incident with my sister that ended our relationship. I could call her and she’ll probably act like nothing happened, but I don’t want to. It feels wrong to me. Her attitude showed she clearly doesn’t care about me. She literally told me exactly that. I feel loss about the relationship, but I don’t think she does at all. She was much more strange than I ever imagined. Just like that, people have no more connection after a lifetime. Mind-boggling.

I am feeling a bit numb and lost.Lockdown has stifled me and made me withdrawn,it has trigger my agoraphobic tendencies.I had to go collect my money today and do a food shop.I am not liking all the shops,restaurants,pubs,cafes,cinemas and theatres being closed.It's all very upsetting that people are dying of Covid and there are lots of conspiracy theories going around.I am frightened of being forced to have a vaccine.I guess I am fed up of being stuck at home and I am missing other people's company.

Medium shade of blue. In modernspeak I suppose 'meh' would be accurate. Pretty bland day in all respects. Maybe the evening will see things pick up. Grey, overcast and chilly isn't helping but it's all ok.

I miss you so much
I wish I could wake up in 2017 again

Today i took care of the garden and observed some bees in silence
Trying to be brave. Lost the chance to be good

I feel energized. I've been increasing my water intake. It works beautifully..

Kind of tired

Hungry for some lunch

Disappointed my regular CNA didn't come to my apt. A new CNA is coming tomorrow Concerned how much we'll get along. I felt disappinted. I know its her sciatica and I realize with dr. visits being curtailed due to COVID-19 its not her fault its difficult fr her to get her meds. OTOH I need her to help me with some emotional and physical issues. Especially techy stuff including definitely the internet. Hoping she can set up Zoom.

Isolated at this moment. Keep waiting for stability and not the ne e normal.