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#126
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I wonder how soon I can request Krueger’s new book from the library? It comes out in September. His last book I had to wait months.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#127
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23 days left until my big move….
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#128
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Last storm of the winter season maybe? There's maybe one brewing they say.
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#129
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When I leave this world, mankind will be just as screwed up as when I first arrived.
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#130
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Not sure if it was the right time to change this vape cartridge
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#131
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I wonder what I shall get for dinner tonight. I haven't had much of an appetite today but I did just manage a turkey sandwich. (My parents take me out to dinner on Friday night's.)
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Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
#132
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I wonder how long I can stay here? My sister is getting antsy to sell the house.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
#133
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I wonder when the trees will start to bud? I love spring.
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#134
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Wonder how long I am going to hurt this time.
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#135
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The other day, very hot sunny day, I mowed a front and back lawn and it was so good. I offered to do them regularly for free and all went well. This is a good progression on my path of recovery.
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#136
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I wonder if my nail art stickers will arrive in the mail today ….
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#137
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Well is it or isn’t going to snow? It was snowing, now it’s raining, going to turn to ice?
Blankety blank blank insurance companies.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#138
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I don't want to miss spending time outdoors when things first start to bloom toward the end of this month. Or is it sooner?
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#139
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I feel like melted cheese on toast for dinner again...isn't cheese healthy? Well it tastes good! Melted cheese on toast for dinner!
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#140
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Sometimes the greatest fool asks more than the wisest man can answer
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#141
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Is this rain ever going to stop? Tired of hearing about politics when I'm so sad that Gary Rossington died. I remember when their plane went down, how do so many years fly by so fast? The oak tree with the sun shining through the branches...I'm so glad I hung that up. Where the heck is Noah?
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#142
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I don't know why we do time change anymore. I wish we didn't. I am not looking forward to moving up an hour this weekend. I want to sleep more not less.
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#143
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I hope my therapy session goes well tomorrow. Am starting to ruminate a little.
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#144
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Finding out a positive role model in my life Judith Heumann passed Saturday.She was an activist for disability rights and have read her books which I still have knowing I have a disability too,pituritary dwarfism.
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#145
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I wonder how long it will take me to not be anxious before my therapy appointments with my new therapist? I took my anxiety medicine today but then felt the rapid anxiety coming on, like a panic attack, so I took a PRN. I talk to T in about 3 hours. I'm nervous. I don't know exactly what I am going to talk about.
My coworker got me a coffee today from Dutch Bros. It is an annihilator, iced. It is very good. It helped my migraine headache quite a bit--caffeine usually helps. My maid of honor dress for my sister's wedding needs to be hemmed about 4 inches. At least I have time to get this done before the wedding.
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#146
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I wonder if it matters that I don't want to use dating apps. I wonder if there will come a day when someone finally does ask me on a date. Dating apps are so silly since they don't even give a good idea of someone. I've never even spoken to someone through a dating app or friendship app. I want to cut it down to nothing even being done on those types of apps. I have not had a single person ask me on a date in forever. Well, there was that short guy but I didn't think he was cute. I do not remember anyone but that short guy asking me on a date in about 10 years and I guess it speaks to my isolation. If I were not isolated due to it being one of the symptoms of Schizophrenia, I might have the confidence to have friends and a boyfriend. But enough is enough and I am not going down with this ship. I am not going to do this dating that way. To me it all seems like it's tototootallly one way and that way is one night stands and that isn't anything I ever wanted. So, I guess it's time to clean up my phone seriously. And then I'll have a clean phone and one that I do want.
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#147
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Everything is getting better for me, but I'm finally facing lots of different things and it's pretty scary for me. I've never talked to a therapist before and opened up like this about everything that I've been through. I've been having some crying spells, but I know it's simply from me facing things. On some days I need to take a nap because it can be mentally draining when I cry. I'm glad that I'm improving though.
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#148
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My coffee is so hot I’ll get through all these posts before I’m finished it.
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#149
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I got SO much done yesterday...I'd like a repeat of that, today. But I seldom get two days of big energy like that, right in a row. We'll see. Just have to make a start.
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#150
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I’m worried about my guy, is it real or is it just worry cause he’s old?
I have so much fun when I go to aqua fitness, I’ve really got to get over that morning, don’t want to go outside hump I’m all set. Let Mother Nature roar. I’ve nothing I’ve gotta do anywhere but here.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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