my friend

She and I were united by tragedy. Our worlds collided and I met this amazing human being. She at first was in alot of psychological pain as she experinced some trauma and I did my best to help her. The thing was she also helped me heal. She understood me in ways no one else ever has. If I said I was having a bad day she would know exactly what I would mean. She was always here for me the way I always always there for her. She was beautiful, intelligent and oh so funny. She made me laugh everyday. We were always together if not physically then always in thought. We spoke everyday. She was a sensitive soul, understanding beyond what most are capable of, she loved me as I loved her. Even when I couldnt sleep I would message her and if she was awake we would talk some and she would make me feel better. She is gone now. I have no one like her in my life. She was unique and so special to me. I feel so alone without her. My life has an emptiness that she only could fill. And now that she is gone I am wandering around in this world aimlessly, as i feel so lost without her.

I am sorry for your loss. She sounds like she was a wonderful friend to you.

Thank you Sabrina. I appreciate your kind words.

I just came across yr post from June. I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am for you honey. I.have a best friend that means the world to me and I can't imagine losing her. What happened to yr friend? Was she ill? My friend lives with RA and is in bad shape. I don't know...her body is reacting really badly like her organs and all her joints. Anyways yr friend sounds like she was a beautiful person and those people are hard to find. I.have very few friends because it's hard to find genuine people in this world. Do you know what I mean? I'm a very sensitive caring person who loves with all my heart. God made me this way...I'm very genuine and when I love someone i do it with all my heart. You sound like a wonderful person and I feel really sad for you. Feel free to pm me anytime and I will be there for you. I mean it. I don't like to think you feel so alone. My mom just died 4 weeks ago so my world has been turned inside out. She was emotionally abusive to me but I loved her dearly. Take care of you and write me anytime. Hugs

I lost two if my best friends one had cancer and died at 23 the other just died last December in a car accident. I do know your pain as he was a very close friend. It all gets easier yet we will never forget and pain will always stay. I have this great quote that is actually being tattooed in my as part if an in memory to my last loss:
We never really bury the dead we take them with us and that's the price of living.
Good luck!!

Loosing a friend is very difficult I lost my best friend at age 7 to brain cancer, another at age 32 to S and she left a baby behind, and now my brother age 44 to alcohol. Guess, we all have to go one day, just tough. Try to cherish the good memories.

Thank you everyone. Littlemiss my friend died from post surgery complications. Her heart couldn't cope I guess. I miss her so much. I still cry for her. I just want to talk to her but she's not here/there/anywhere. The other day I so desperately needed her and I just cried because she's gone. My grief doesn't seem to be getting better but seems to be intensifying because I miss her more each day. I know eventually I will be able to think of her without this darkness but for now it's just not possible.