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Jul 31, 2014, 01:05 AM
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Im only 16 I lost my best friend, quinn de campe (16) he was bashed to death in the park this happened in december a day before christmas.
Im miss him everday im only 16 and I know hed want me to be happy and live life but the more days it goes on i feel worse and worse.. i feel its my fault yet deep down I know its not, I didnt visit him in hospital i was scared to see him there. In feburary after I lost me great grandma...I have never felt the same I neally lost my grandfather... I do not see a T for this...I have NEVER spoken to anyone before...I really dont know why.. I have attempted sucide over this many times.. My thoughts are ove rpowering i tihnk i might accually commit sucide but im scared to...I dont know how to deal with the loss
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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Jul 31, 2014, 08:21 AM
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TheTurtleLives
 I'm so sorry for your losses. Grief is something that is tough to overcome sometimes. I would suggest you find a therapist that deals with grief, to try and process your feelings, especially, since your emotions are causing suicidal attempts. Please get help soon. Sometimes you just can't do it alone.
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Aug 04, 2014, 10:08 AM
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I am so sorry for your loss
I know that it is difficult to deal with losing someone so close and so suddenly. I think seeing a therapist would greatly benefit you and help you deal with the emotions you are feeling.It may sound cliche, but I am living proof, time does heal all wounds. 
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
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Aug 04, 2014, 07:55 PM
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THank you atomicc and gayleggg....
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression. I'm keen and cunning I will trick you. I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression. I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me. |
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