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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Patricia}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
You're in my thoughts, Hon.
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(((((EskeLover))))))
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Eski I just google your mothers cancer and its not rare for women to ingnore the symptoms . Some itchig painful urination , not sure if thats at a later stage of the cancer. With my cancer there are no symptoms . Thats why most find it in stage 3 and 4. Have to drop the BLAME when it comes to cancer. I got lucky . TUMOUR SIZE. ~ Mine was 3,2 cm, It just filed the endometrium of the uterus. 2.5 cm is am inch the emtire length of the Uterus is 8cm So your mothers tumor was about 2 inches in one dimention. These tumors invade into the tissue not just etrude outward. Im not sure you got to examin yuor mothers vulva to see what it looked like. Not many people go around letting anyone take a peek ![]() LOL! I can't get pics of my tumour . They took none , Im bumbed, ![]() Its alot like my cup size . Im a full A But I can wear a floppy B . LOLOLLLOLOOLLLLLL I.m not mistrustful....just REAL curious. I like to be able to visualize. Hard to talk to your body when its a blank screen. Quote:
This book may shed light as to WHY the onclogist who has worked with many cancer patients over the years took the path of Not telling an 80 year old woman " Sorry, your going to die" many like to have HOPE right up untill the end. Many who are 80 cannot have Chemo therapy especially if they have a heart condition . it could kill them and make thier last days quite unconfotable . Sounds ironic doesn't it. I have a woman in my group who is stage 4 and Im watching her reactions to a doctor who is telling her theres no hope as she is starting round three of Chemo. Now Im not gona Tell Nightbird , or Orange Or Kat they are gonna die and there is no hope . we are all four of us living on hope right now. I certainly do not want to have someone tell me Im sunk even though thats what the info points to . Because , I haven;t picked the right scenic cliff to do my TBBhelma and Louise act yet. but I live near the Blue ridge so Im sure its close by. Quote:
15 did nothing . 4 of the 15 had a reocurance 11 made it . of The 25 who did chemo . 3 had a reocurrance. how does one know that the 22 may have made it without the chemo. no way to tell . so these piss poor numbered studies are noy something to hang ones hat on . just 11% higher chance of making it. theres no emotion in loking at these studies excet the despair of so mamy unknowns about each cancer patient in theses tiny studies. My emotions are that of a woman who ............... Has trudeged through many areas I thought Id never over come. and did it with out the love of a family. his i just one more and I rest in the comfort of knowing if they were alive they would just cause me more pain and blame a I see many other flinging at thier loved ones in real life now. that is truly sad and defeating. I have the old montra from an old froum where they grilled thier friends who had a mental illness , it runs through my head on ocation. " Ding Dong the Witch is dead< the wicked witch is dead" I suspec they would be thrilled to hear the news. or jusy shake thier head And sigh and pull out thier cards and drool over thier "I told you you would die alone miserable in a nursing home ".. Look at me and my glorius life ,too bad you could have had it if you had only done the right things like I did." May they never get cancer, they WILL change thier tiune. (((Eskie)))) , I encourage you to read what some of the women are going through who have what your mother had. This will help you work through your remaining pain with your mother and bring some peace to you I hope. there is gentetic testing done on tumors. This informs off spring of what may be down the road for them . Eskie , I hope you never have to experiece this first hand, Your mother lived a long life . She was blessed. ![]() As for God. Im just trying not to insult My higher power through all of this. I think upon that scean in garden Of G a lot lately. intresting meditaion. Peace joy and hope for us all, Patricia Last edited by Anonymous289133; Aug 16, 2009 at 09:28 AM. |
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((((auroralso)))
Just wanted to reach out & hug ya ![]() I hope and pray we can connect again, soon, this is my prayer....
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I hope your doing well and feeling well. I wish you lots of peace.
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Just a very special thanks for the few of you brave souls who have reached out to me durring this difficult time.
Last night I felt that this thread has served its purpous and my journey from here on out I feel needs to be more private. To just share it with a few of you. feel free any of you who have suported me in this to Pm me from time to time . Thank you again so very much ... Patricia |
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I don't know how I missed this Nightbird , but I did. It got caught in between my answers. I appreciate you representing others thinking of me Nightbird. Thanks for the Jucier tip . We don't have a cosco and I didn't see one at Sams . they used to have a private vendor sell one that was over 200.00 . Il check walmart for the jack lane. I chewed my first wheat grass today . I grew it fron wheat berries from the healthfood store . took only four days . Its very sweet I just chew it . ne of the women in my cancer group , the only one who ha chosen not to do the chemo has pulled away because all the discussion is about chemo and radiation . this desision is very hard . I feel ABSOUTELY GREAT. I look better than I ever have . lost ten pounds . hair is gorgeous . I 'm planning on living to the fullest . Going to clear out my apartment and going to find the man of my dreams . Im worth it and My higherpower willing I will get the help I need to have my dreams. helathy and whole and already cancer free. Patricia |
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((((Patricia)))) (((to being healthy)))) (((((to being whole))))
(((((((((((((to being cancer free))))))))))))))))))))
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theres always God whos probly not ready for you! relax, push it outa your head no matter how hard and do things you enjoy. ![]() |
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Patricia, Hi! I wanted to ask you about this picture on this post as I really like it and would like to know more about it. Is this a dog? Your dog? Did you draw this? What is the meaning to you about it?
I just really would like to understand better because it's so special. Thanks, Kat (I posted here just so you know which picture I mean ) Quote:
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