Add to "Top Ten Things that suck"

1. Always acting without thinking about the consequences.

2. Always being worried that people are mad at me.

3. Getting very anxious around people and wanting to run.

4. Knowing that anything made in human form like dolls and statues are alive and are trying to harm me.

5. Always feeling like something is after me that I can't see.

6. Reading things people write and thinking they mean something different then what they really do mean.

7. Being Alive.

8. And how people don't understand me or say there's something wrong with me.

9. Having attachment/abandonment issues.

10. Thinking and worry about things over and over again every minute.

humidity...it's evil!
scooping the poop

you beat me to the punch.

- Rouches
- Internet addiction
- Messy apartment

Feeling lonely
Being depressed
Can't go out by yourself
Scared
Anxiety
Panic Attacks
Life

People who join a support site with intentions of creating a disturbance that result in upsetting fellow members

Shangrala

1. Being accused of starting things when I'm not.

2. Not being understood by some people... I need help but I'm looked at as I'm just causing problems.

3. Me opening my mouth and saying what I feel.

walking on eggshells

people who hold grudges

people who

people who

people ( you know the ones )

1. Picking up after my dog.
2. Picking up after my dog and realizing there's a hole in the bag.
3. Waking up early.
4. Responding to a suicide post and never getting an answer back.
5. Running out of hot water in the shower.
6. Making tea from the kettle and realizing someone decided to put vinegar in it to clean it.
7. Getting ready to make a meal and you're missing an important ingredient.
8. Forgetting where I put my rings.
9. My daughter dropping the Wi accidently on the floor.
10 My daughter forgetting her Ipod was on her lap when she got out of the car and it got run over by another car.
11 A dog that we had as a kid who ate cat poop then threw it up - this is the super sucker of all time LOL

Oh to number 11 lynn p.


dogs that vomit and I'm the one who has to clean it up are bad enough...but knowing it is cat poo that is the 'stuff' is just way too much

Twilight dream sleep where you tell yourself, I'll have to discuss that with mom.

1.)Feeling invisible
2.)Having to sneeze and it just won't happen
3.)Looking forward to those leftovers/that piece of cake/awesome food only to realize that someone else has eaten it before you.
4.)Realizing the night before that you have a 10 page essay due the next day.
5.) Sleepwalking in your nightgown and getting woken up by your apartment building's security guard. In the lobby.

1- getting a chest cold in the summer
2-getting worse by the hour
3-being unsleepy at bedtime because my chest hurts, even with my pain meds i take for other conditions.

FEELING LIKE CRAP

1. Being born into a sick, mean, dyfunctional family
2. Being a vicitime of sexual abuse as a child
3. Not realizing I needed all kinds of help until well into my 30's
4. Having my daughter's father kidnap her and brain wash her, with my mother's and his mother's help
5. Coping, experiencing, surviving PTSD, anxiety and depression
6. Never getting to thrive, just survive
7. Spending years alone in isolation because I didn't know what else to do and was suffering from delusional thinking
8. Still suffering from delusional thinking, just not as bad
9. Having to break off almost all ties with my family to save my sanity, my life.
10. Not hearing from my daughter for many years now.

Tobacco worms on my tomatoe plansts

1) People who are well aware that they have lost a debate, are hypocrites yet continue to increase their hypocrisy in hopes to win the debate.
2) People whose stupidity reigns supreme and every time they try to lower it, they end up showing their stupidity and infantile behaviors.
3) Attention seekers who never cease their attention-seeking even when everyone in the area has given it to them.
4) When you say something that you want to do or just suggest that goes against someone else's morals or beliefs and consequently, rather than accept what you want to do, they try to tell you that you don't want to do that. Their reasons are usually that "they know you" but usually it is because of their narrow-mindedness.
5) Waiting to sign up for my university courses for September and since we have an incredibly annoying and rather stupid system, the fourth years grabbed three courses I wanted (only 2 were ones from a list for one of my majors). For the ones they didn't fill up, they kindly put enough pressure on it so there's very few spots left.

not willing to take the next step
not believing in myself
not acting on good advice
not knowing what to do next
not getting better
not knowing who i am
not socializing
not living
not today maybe tomorrow
not having a purpose in life

People.
Parents.
Friends.
Weather.
Clothes.
My head.
Illnesses.
Disorders.
Things going wrong.
Life.

The things that dental assistants stick in your mouth to get your spit out - spit suckers suck!

dentists who molest children and hurt them on purpose more than actual dental work necessitates.

teeth suck, they are a necessary evil. it sucks getting my mother's genetics for rotten teeth and NOT getting my dad's which gave him one cavity in his 86 years of life. THAT SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!! ARGH!!!!

hearing people are suffering so badly when they answered this post and knowing i can't do one thing to help them.

feeling guilty when my life gets better because other people are still in horrible places. feeling stupid for being co-dependent enough to want to fix everyone's life when i am barely managing my own life!

hating social events and knowing i am letting my loved ones down when they want me there.

all forms of pain that won't go away in a reasonable amount of time.

being mechanically challenged and a computer moron.

not being able to remember so much of my past when it is hanging me up and making it impossible to move beyond it.

wondering where my abusive brother actually went when he disappeared Feb. 19, 1978, never to be seen or heard from again by anyone.

prescription pain medicine that wears off or doesn't work.

needing two new knees and hating to exercise because I've been sedentary since I ran through a plate glass door when I was 14, cutting the heck out of my knee.

being 40 lbs overweight and still feeling thin in my head and being horrified when I see what I REALLY look like. I don't feel ugly, but the mirror begs to differ.

being afraid.

knowing i have rage hidden deep inside and being too scared to deal with it and get over it.

having a normal intimate relationship with my spouse made impossible by mutliple childhood sexual abusers. rotten bast***s.

my list.

Things that do NOT suck

.my children believe me.

.pc.com and the good people here

.candy, teddy bears and soft warm blankets.

. books, books and more books to read. blessed escapes!

.kittens playing, sleeping and play fighting.

.beautiful paintings, stained glass windows

.wood fires in a fireplace on an icy cold day

.flowers, beautiful trees and mountains covered in pine trees and aspens

.hummingbirds who are so small and fast and have iridescent feathers, also peacocks and colorful tropic birds.

.music - too many different kinds to write down

.being able to dissociate and leave when needed

.babies, beautiful, soft, silly little babies and small children

.comfy clothes

1. husband who tell you that you're worthless
2. husband who *****h cuz you're spending HIS money on bills
3. husband who *****h cuz the bills aren't paid or shopping hasn't been done, or no food in the house
4. husband who don't mind spending HIS money on his friends
5. husband who make you feel so ugly that you can't even look at your own self in the mirror
6. husband who blame you for everything
7. husband who hate you because they hate themselves
8. husband who yell all the time
9. husband who make you want to just die and get it overwith
10. husband who make you lose yourself in the process of loving him.....(the sorry s.o.b).

Gawd...think I have an issue bout a certain someone?.....roflmao.....
Sorry bout rant....hard to avoid the truth tho.

Shangrala

I didn't realize this thread subject would last so long! Isn't it great to be able to just rant a little (or more) in just a few quick words!

here are 3 additions to my first post/

4. kidney disease
5. high blood pressure
6. pre-diabetes

My list for today....lol:

1. people you hire to do work & they say they are going to "take care of you" & never show up to do the work or finish the job once they started it. Think that line must be what they all learn in their Kentucky text books before graduating high school.
2. Getting a termination notice on my electric bill after making more than enough payments on the contract to cover it all just because their billing system is messed up.....They got a piece of my mind & so did the Public Services complaint group.....going to raise it even higher I hope....they need to fix their billing system as this is just harrassment.
3. Slow internet even though paying for a fast one (best one can get in the country)
4. Being disorganized & not getting all the things finished I want to
5. Not being able to sleep well

Anxiety
School
Not being motivated to get better

Gas prices being the highest every time I have to get gas because I'm on empty...no matter how I try to plan to get when its cheaper (even just a little) the gas price is always the highest....wondering if it's really me that makes the gas prices go up and down...

the darn psych med roller coaster that I got on when I was a a teen...I have been on the ride for over 28 years...when do I get off of the ride...does it ever end?

Gas prices, gas prices...gas prices....

Worthlessness
Self Loathing
Hatred
Depression
Food
Anger
Abuse
Lonelyness