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I'm not having a good life. Don't look for me too much around here. I would so love to (trigger), but that would be the easy and stupid way out. I'm not quite there yet, but the thoughts. Wishing for some miracles. I'm running out of money to see my T. I might squeeze in one last appointment, but after that, it will probably be over until I get more money. I'm down to what will probably last me the next few weeks and it will be totally gone. I am several hundred dollars behind on car insurance, plus I owe taxes and I think the tax people did it wrong and I really *owe* LOTS more than they filed for. Doesn't matter how much the cost, I have no money to pay it. Right now, they filed that I owe $106. I believe that is wrong and it should be at least a few hundred plus. Money isn't causing my mood right now, though. My mood was better until more problems with my ex refusing to let me see my kids. I am totally being shut out of their lives. People mention about getting legal help, but my ex is great at making people's lives a living Hell, and with all the stress from it I would end up (least triggering term I can think of), non-existant. I won't post or reply much right now. I'll look around some, but I'm not even reading as many threads that I normally do.

Oh, Inkblot - things sound hellish for you. I just want to acknowledge you, I read your post knowing I couldn't help. Its all 'practical, real-life' stuff you are struggling with.

But I heard you. And would like to offer a hug ?

(((((((((((Inkblot)))))))))))

Warm thoughts to you in that cold place..........Poppet

I'm sorry *hugs*

sorry ... (((((((((((((((inky)))))))))))))))

So very sorry to hear about all of this, wish I could give some advice (support) but I'm lost for words.
Try to take care of yourself the best you can, things just have to get better in time.

(((((((((((((( Inkblot ))))))))))))))))))


DE

sorry to hear that you are going through hard times.......wishing you better days ahead

Hello Inky --

I think about you often and how bad your situation has been for quite a long time. I think you are a remarkably brave and capable person to have been able to get through a winter in Chicago living in shelter. That takes guts and spine!

I can't even imagine what it must be like to be prevented from seeing the children you had in your body for 9 months.

I thought that you were in a training program for a while? You have been very smart about checking out all the community resources available, and I hope your T has been helping you find resources, too. I know how it is when we don't have an income -- my friends and family ran like hell when I lost my job in 2003. So much for "mi casa es su casa" as one friend used to email me -- then asked me to pay her for petsitting and housesitting "to cover utilities."

Inky, I am so worried for you. I will pray for you.

Best wishes that something turns up for you.

(((((((((((((((Inkblot)))))))))))))

I wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and am sending good vibes your way.

Janniebug

I can relate to you inky. I wish I had some ideas on what could help. I know it would be great to get help & answers but somehow the invisibility cloak is on when there is no money to back up our cries for help. Hopefully someone will take you under their wing & provide some of the external support you need to get through what life seems to be throwing at you.

In my thoughts,
Debbie K

i'm so sorry, inky, that you're having such a hard time now. i also have experienced the "no money, no friends" thing...i'm here for you....pat