Barely stopped someone from suicide

I'm a mess...

Last night ... my b/f snapped...went into a psychotic episode i guess you'd call it.

I along with his roomate and his other friend just got to him in time.

It is so sad the way that it happened and I am now a wreck. I can't even tell u.

Sorry I didn't even know where to go with this *Shrugs*

Eva

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My heart goes out to you

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You did a good thing.

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nightdream

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My heart goes out to you!!!!! we are here for you

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I can't tell yyou what led up to this...and really it's so sad..and i feel so helpless..besides the fact that i was already not doing well w/my own stuff...and i know i'm babbling.

I don't know what to do withmyself.

I feel bad enough...i feel badly because he and i were out of sorts and kind of going at it. he was confused and I should have realized

ut oh... you feel badly because ... and you "should have" realized... don't do this to yourself. You are NOT responsible for his behavior. ((hugs)))

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I wish I could hold you tight! I'm sorry you have to go through this.

nightdream

(((((( Sky )))))) thats what his roomate keeps telling me ... i'm trying ... you know .. the old him is who i fell in love with ... i still love him .. he comes back in glimpses ...and it's so sad to see this sick side of him.

*shrugs*

I'm just waiting to hear something. Ty

(((((nightdream)))))))ty for your support

all the support is helping me..i don't feel so alone.

So sorry that life is so hard for you right now and throwing curve balls . . .

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ty wants2 .. i guess that's part of life... some more then others tho ...huh

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You did a good thing. Continue to do your best... also for YOU!

I know how you feel. That happened to me a couple months ago. It's a horrible position to be in, yet fortunate, I guess.
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so sorry that you had to go through this but thank goodness you were able to help him.......now take a little time to regroup and take care of yourself......

Eva, after talking to you yesterday in chat, I couldnt stop thinking about you. I never got a chance at home to log on to finish our talk. At 10 last night I was still thinking about you and what you are going through. I am sooo sorry that this has happened.

I am here if you need me!!!

ty butterflylady ...thankgod with the help of his roomate and his friend....because I was in shock...without them I can't think of what today would be like.

I am taking one day at a time. So many other things are happening at once...seems him attempting is now the least of the issues. seems so surreal.

thanks for your kind words

(((mel))))ty so much...so many things are happening...just trying to keep up. I really appreciate you being there for me...you and everyone it is so helpful and means so much. I can't even tell you enough. There are so many things going on I can't tell you.

I'd love to talk if you're on later...whenever you get a chance..ty

I'm in and out.

(((EVA))), I am glad you were there to help him. It is a great thing you were there...you do make a difference, now it is time for him to realize he does as well.

I will pray for you and hope things get better...

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ty ... i have been doing a lot of praying..ty for including us in yours

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