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lately ive really isolated myself... probably for the last couple of months or so... so i thought i would post an update so that you know i haven't totally dropped off the face of the planet.
well, for one, i've lost a little weight, because i've been nauseous all the time out of anxiety... i've felt more worthless in recent days than i have in a very very long time... i'm talking to evan again (for those of you who remember my posts on that) and oddly... he's changed... back into the good person he was before... he told me that what changed him was having to carry his grandmother's coffin at her funeral. and surprisingly now, he fulfills the emotional needs that my boyfriend cannot. yes, i am still with the same boyfriend... its almost 9 months... its the most amazing feat i have ever accomplished. we just got through a really tough time, because it was things he was doing that was making me feel so worthless... i am seeing a therapist now... and thats about it i think... (at least without going into pages and pages of details) but if you wanna check out how im doing or anything, my three online journals (yes three... because the first two ended up being found out by evan back when he was evil so i made a third) are <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/thisisme263">My livejournal[/i] My deadjournal and my most used greatestjournal because i suppose i wont be coming here extremely often... also because, although not the healthiest, i've kind of started to rely solely on my boyfriend for my emotional wellbeing... yeah, thats not the greatest thing to do, but i can't help it. ~Julie "Sometimes it takes us to the bottom of our misery to understand the truth..." ~Gustav Havel - existentialist
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hi, I am going to try and add you to my LJ, so maybe you wont feel so isolated ?
I update my journal at lest once a week, and if I hve more reasons to go, maybe I will.. Keep you head held high ok. <font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. - G.K. Chesterton <font color=purple>
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