How to get recovery from this horrible empty and hurt place..

I thought i was useless person already, no value,too much different
abuse, i was already emotionally and spiritually disabled.....then i
started seeking acceptence in different ways, but found nothing , cuz i did
not love life and people and myself,did not know love....then finally i
jumped from one man to another , now, with all scars all over my
heart,nobody can touch me cuz i m so scared and hurt, and i can touch nobody
too...

Welcome to PC. You have already begun recovery! Realizing you need help (we all do) is a good first step. Sometimes we have to find ourselves and be complete within ourselves before we can find the right someone else for us.

YOU are of value,. I am sorry you are in such pain. I do not know how to support or help you but want to send some hugs safe ones to your soul and heart

Welcome Cathyb...hope this site helps you...people are very caring here...and we all have things we have done that we are not happy with...so try to be easier on yourself...welcome welcome!!!

I hear your pain Cathy.... being here is a good step. Reaching out to others who are hurting puts you in the right direction...

Together we can help each other walk throughthe pain. Please try not to be too hard on yourself. We all do things we wish we could take back and many of us do things we regret...
And all in the quest for love and acceptance.

You are not alone...

first of all i want 2 say welcome & secondly u r worth a lot in life so please dont think that ur not we all have r faults 7 r problems of what ever sort thats y were all on here were here 4 each other all the time so just p.m us or post theres always some 1 here T.C

Faithisalive...you are so right...most of us do foolish things for love and acceptance...I know I have!

Cathy, so sorry you feel this way. I think here at PC, we can all say we've felt this way in one form or another. Don't be so hard on yourself, instead try to understand your pain from every angle, try to understand where your pain stems from and talk about it. Talking and discussing these issues are (I think), essential for healing.

You came to the right place here at PC. People here are great and understanding, and we can feel your pain hun. I hope you feel better, please return and let us know how you are doing.