[kittylover_ayrie]

Sometimes I can be so happy. I mean things are so funny and I can go through the day just fine. Other days I can just die, I cant control my crying, I feel worthless and not deserving of the love that my husband shows me. Those are the days I sit on the computer and I pray someone will talk. My husband works 9 to 5:30pm and from that time I am alone. The times when I just get out of the hospital are the worse. I am way more emotionally and I feel like some people just give up on me. I know that if I talk to my husband he tries his best to make this go away, he tries to make me stop the crying and it works sometimes. I am coping with my bi polar all on my own financially. I don't have a doctor or therapist there to help and I think I just need someone to be there that knows what if feels like to be falling apart!

[Labyssum]

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling. I don't have bipolar, but I was diagnosed with schizophrenia two years ago, so I definitely know what it feels like to be falling apart.
If you want to chat, just PM me ok?
(*BIG HUGS*).
-Labyssum

[kazzii91]

im so sorry you feel this way, i get similar with my depression and i hate it! i dont have bipolar but my senconed mummy ( very colse family friend) does and i know a bit about it from here, she is on this forum aswel her names tishie, shes lovely and if u ever need to talk shes always there, im here to if you want to talk

((((((((((kittylover_ayrie)))))))