I don't feel good, boo hoo

I don't feel well at all. My body hurts, I have sores on my mouth that are either herpes or poison something to go with the rash on the rest of my body. The dogs bring in the oils from plants to which I am allergic and bang, I am covered. I'm thirsty and I am sad. Just sad, long day. Daughter with an MRI which took my whole morning from work. After I dropped her off at her friend's I got a drink and some lysine and was sitting at my desk when my cell phone rang. I was ten minutes late for a meeting with an attorney. Luckily she was five minutes away. I left there and went to therapy, mornful stuff needs to be dealth with, left there and went to my daughter's pediatrician, or rather the cute young woman who just finished her residency who is covering for the pediatrician. My daughter is having a major ocd flare up and is not sleeping. She cried in front of this young, kind doc which is a big thing. She is consulting with the regular doc who is off doing a psychiatric residency. There are no psychiatrists around here. Those who are are booked 6 months out. Love our pediatrician but my youngest is 16 1/2 . So there is my kid frail as all get out and I can see the ocd taking over her life. I am starting to feel again after a not so fun battle with depression, and I am sick, itchy and in pain. I am tired and my job has suffered these past two days as kids have needed me more. All this when I worry, Can I do my job? I wish I could just feel better in my body and the rest wouldn't be so bad.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{WW}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} What an awful day you must have had! Sounds like you may have to take some more time off to see a dr about that stuff you've got going! Allergies can be as bad as a bad case of flu! I'm sure your work would rather have you go see a dr than working like that.

Is your daughter on medication? Poor baby! What an awful time to have OCD! Being a teen ager is bad enough! Her illness won't control her for long, though. You're taking care of her. Both of you try to be patient just a bit longer. I know... bite my tongue! What else can you do, though?

You and your daughter are in my prayers. Keep us posted, ok?





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

my daughter has had ocd since she was 7 and yes she is on meds but has been playing with reducing her dosage and now has a flare up. She went back up and now has 7 days of ambien and the young doc and old doc will decide if she should be switched onto newer ssri or upped on the zoloft. Her Mri was for a popping grinding elbow. I mouth feels some better today. My doc doesn't work on weds anyway so I will see how the antiviral meds do. I almost wish I had asked for prednisone yesterday for the poison everything all over my body. Thanks for your support, means a lot. I feel like bunny raisins!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Wisewoman}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Hope you and daughter both feel better!

Oh, goat berries!! I'm so sorry you feel like bunny raisins! (LOL)

Hey, you've still got your sense of humor. That counts for a lot!

All kiding aside, Hun, I hope both you and your daughter start feeling better real soon. Maybe this little episode will convince your daughter to not play with her meds, eh? But then, she's a teen ager, and that's what teen agers do best; rebel! I remember those days all too well!

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<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

gab

Sunshine, you've got some of the cutest graphics!




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

hope you are doing better... bunny raisens? sorry I don't know that picture... unless those are really big bunnies and fancy food...

when I was very little we had rabbits (for food) and I could never figure out why I had to feed them when there was PLENTY of food I had to clean out and throw away from the bottom of there cages... well it looked exactly the same to me... but not like raisens.

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Kinda like dingleberries, eh, Sky? LOL Goat berries look the same. teehee





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

I'm home from work and very tired and cranky. The stuff on my face is infected and I started putting neosporin on it this morning which looks like it's helping. The nurse at my docs wanted me to come in to see the doc tomorrow but I feel stupid number one, cause if the neo doesn't do it a script of bactroban will. Call it in! I'm sick of going to the doc, eventhough I like her this feels petty. The other reason is that my friend is having her very old horse put down tomorrow at the same time as my appointment and I want to be there for her. She is a real friend and she's in pain so I feel like I should go and help her. No one but me ever holds her or lets her cry, everyone leans on her and I want to support her. Now I'm saying that but I paged her today and had her pick up dog food for me because she was in the town 40 miles away where I get it. I've been sad all day and had this panic response when work paged me and I was out of cell phone range. I had to tell myself not to get wound up, slow down, breath, it's okay. Sick always makes me sad because it brings back the neglect I suffered from so severly. So I don't know which end is up and I'm gonna nap and see how that feels. Thanks again kind souls

You can call and say you will be late, early or won't make it at all ...to the doc's can they call it in... or ask your pharmacist to call the doc's for the script for you...

and go to your friend.

I was young when our horse was put down... he had been bitten by a huge rattlesnake (that even a bulldozer couldn't kill after dropping it's blade on it several times)

I happened to look back just as he was shot... and I saw him fall..
something that never leaves you... the love of that old horse...

and good friends.

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Thanks for understanding Sky. my nap was 3 hours long so I needed it. I will be feeling better. The vet will tranquilize the horse first and then do the deed. I feel like she shouldn't be there but it's her choice and I'll go with it. Man this lady loves her horses! They dug a hole with a backhoe today. So sad to see.