Want to know if somthing is wrong or not ??????

So, OK were do i start...... 6 weeks ago my girlfriend of 8 months,I found out was cheating on me with every guy that she came into contact with through the whole relationship. Anyway to get to the point i feel into depression pretty hard kept feeling like i had done something to make her do so which would make me feel worse and well it's snowball effect kinda but now that i don't feel like i am depressed i have had like 6 hours of sleep in 4 days i don't feel tiard i can't lay down close my eyes and sleep i feel like i have to get up and do something and it is like 4am here right now and i have been up for days now i try buying some sleeping pills but they didn't work at all i lose focus a lot as i am reading or writing some times i just feel like i am having a panic attack and i get this shaky feeling that doesn't go away for several minutes I used to weigh like 280 i am now this very moment 210 and 280 is what is on my drivers license which was issued in June and this is coming to my other problem eating i feel like i used to eat nothing but junk food cause i am only 21 still a kid but an adult technically but now i feel hungry for like maybe a second and it goes away so i go look for food maybe just to eat something for the hell of it and i feel my self wanting to in my mind eat but i don't feel hungry at all like i just tell my self this is what time it is i am going to eat. Also another thing about focus i was driving the other day and it felt like i could not no matter how i tryed keep looking at the rode i was staring off into dreamland while behind the wheel kinda freaked me out haven't really drove anywere after that but before all this started happening i slept and ate normally i was actually fat and happy now i can't keep the weight on and i feel like am miserable whats the deal. anybody ?

BTW sorry if i jumped around a lot it's another one of the focus problems i am having

First I'd like to say that I'm sorry to read about your girlfriend.

It sounds like something is going on, but is it a physical something or an emotional something? I would certainly go to my family doctor...maybe print out this post and mention all the different symptoms and weight loss. He/she can do some bloodwork and check you over, then the two of you can go from there.

I wish you so well and hope you let us know how you're doing.

Welcome!

KD

first of all thank you for replying so quickly that was fast.

i am not sad or depressed anymore about my girlfriend i just came to terms with the fact that some people cannot be monogamous. as for my physical state i am wasting away( I wrestled in high school i am no stranger to loosing lots of weight in little amount of times but this is getting ridiculous) My focus is the most notible thing to me because i tryed to get online and play a game like i always do and i just didn't have the attention span to sit at the computer for more than a couple mins which is not normal for me emotionally i feel fine better now than i have in a while but i still feel like there is somthing really wrong and i haven't went to the doctor because i don't have insurance quite yet because of my situation with my ex and i lost it basically so i have no med right now

I see.

Most hospitals now have a program where they have to treat you in ER. Once you get the bill, you take it to the billing office and explain that you have no funds. Depending on income, part or all of the bill can be erased. Are you not working at all? If that's the case, the entire thing could be written off.

I would only do ER as a last resort, though. Are there local clinics in the area that go according to income? You can call the local hospitals to find out. Also, you can call your county human services department to find out where clinics might be.

Also, can you borrow from a family member to be seen?

I really think you should be seen by an MD. I hope there are services available in your area to do just that.

KD

well i will head to the DR later i guess see what he has to say.
money, i got money saved for a rainy day so to speak . Thanks for all your help i really appreciate it.

btw what about sleeping i have tryed everything, working out ,and running doesn't help me sleep cause i do both so any suggestions ?