[Dany]

I have a great necessity and I need immediate and professional help.
Have a heart-lend a hand!
I have no special professional help available(I haven't found some professional or counselor that I can afford and that has worked with me effectively)
I am alone and most of the people don't understand that I am clinically depressed according to several diagnostics.
A Major Depressive Disorder for almost 2 years(about the time I entered high school) since it began progressively and that was left untreated by prejudices and ignorance even on my own,but later, very late I and my parents realized it was a severe mental illness.In my case it seems that the causes are unknown.
So I need that you offer me a place to live and some food.
Please only while I receive my treatment.
I will pay it forward in the time I am healed with all myself and I will keep this in my mind until I die .I can design web pages using or creating animations or most of the work a secretary can do.Or I can translate texts both sides English to Spanish aided with online technical dictionaries in case
I took some time ago about 2 years of piano lessons with a missioner although I never learned to improvise.
Let me encounter the long awaited happiness, I've just been longing, for this harsh,long and sometimes undescribable state.
It's despairing
Can anyone show me they have a beating heart?
It's so frustrating and unbelievable that when I want to help people with my talents I can't because I can't even understand what is going on with me
If there is anyone willing to help please let me know where you are located so I can tell the people that is going to arrange the situation with a public school and organization or other arrangements since I am considering to join a clinical trial such as those run by NIMH or privately sponsored and I need to consider all the alternatives.Unfortunately in the
third world the status of social investment is not good(I honestly have not found any kind of support group or the like) and funding in clinical trials, is very low.And there are almost none non profit organizations dedicated to the Mental Health wellness
I am open to discuss anything by email or in this forum.
Thank you
I strongly believe you will help me find it

[shakes]

Dany,
I agree with Ozzie. While this board is so useful nothing can compare to having professional help. It is almost always the best place to start to feel better.

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee

[gloria]

Both United Way and Salavation Army have shelters. United way also has counseling programs for the financially needy and also with sliding scales.
Give your parents this info. They can call the nationwide toll free number to get referals.

gab

[krzyk101]

Hi Dany,

First of all I can only suggest that you go to the closest Hospital to you if you feel you need emergency mental health professional help.

Professional treatment advice this is all I can offer. As without knowing if you Live in the United States of America or if you live in another Country. You mentioned Third World Country in your post. And as you have not stated in your profile or post if you are an adult seeking professional help and live with your parents, going to a University or if you are Minor Living with your parents seeking professional help.

I am unfamiliar with the process of professional Mental Health elsewhere than that of the USA.

If you are a minor and live in USA going to live with someone you meet on the internet is NOT a good choice, and is also illegal in USA for minors to leave home without parental permission or arangements.

I do hope you come here for advice from others suffering, and hope you may seek some type of professional help in your location. Once again as I do not know your geographics I would suggest a Hospital Emergency room.

Try not to worry of the finacual side- no human life is bought with money and staying well and alive is #1 priority for each of us..the money or finaces can always be taken care of later down the road.

Best Wishes-Chris

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~KRIS~

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!