[Kayleigh]

Hi, I'm totally new here. I feel kinda odd and out of place (as though it were anything new) but here goes. I just came to this site while in one of my "moods" and I thought that the people here are really nice, and I would like it if there were people I could talk to when I get in one of my moods. My mom gets too frustrated with me when I'm sad. She, God love her, she's a good mom, but she sees me in this unbelievable way. She seems to think that I have unlimited potential, the skys the limit sort of thing. I suppose that's a good opinion to have about your kids, I dunno. I'm just in a bad place right now... well, some of the time. I don't understand it at all. Most of the time everything is under control, but then, I make one mistake and things are just out of control and my life is a mess, and then they pick back up again. I don't get it at all. My boyfriend gets really frustrated because we'll be having a really good time and then he'll say something like "Can you talk a little quieter? I think we're too loud." and then I'm almost in tears, and tripping over myself in apology. I'm in college now, and I have (and have always had) a lot of trouble studying/doing homework, because when I don't understand something, I get SO ANGRY!! I've torn up a countless amount of half completed assignments. Wierd, huh? Okay, well I think I'm done wasting your time, sorry I didn't have much of anything worthwhile to say. Also sorry the order of this doesn't make much sense. Needless to say, I'm not at college right now to become an english major. (I don't know what I want to major in at all!) Sorry if I seem all strange an' stuff. I CAN be fun, I promise, but I'm kinda sorta in one of my "moods" right now. Sorry again.

[ktp]

Stout:

Welcome to the forums! And stop apologizing, you remind me of MYSELF. lol.

I hope you get on here and post to your hearts content. I always worry about my posts not making any sense, but some people seem to cypher them, so they must not be that bad.

Again welcome and I hope you hang out with us !

Take Care.
K.

[SweetCrusader]

No need to apologize! You did not do anything wrong.

((((((hugs))))) if you want them.

Welcome to psychcentral. Talk to us any time!

Angela

[shakes]

Stout,
Welcome to our boards!! I hope that you find this place helpful.

Jessica

[Wants2Fly]

Hi Stout -- Welcome. I do not think your posts undecipherable, and you don't need to apologize. I am trying to get over that, too.

I remember my college years as a maelstrom of emotions, and I have seen some of my students go through similar changes. Some people float through life with ease, and some of us don't. I think most of us on these forums are in the latter category.

Welcome, and keep posting.

[Fuzzybear]

Hi Stout and welcome!!

Bearhugs if ok,
Take care,
Fuzzy

[misty]

Hi stout! Welcome! You did great in posting.

[angel04]

Good Lord Stout, there's nothing wrong with your post. It was a great introduction. Lots of info and you seem very fun and friendly.
I have to say I know just what you mean about the unfinished papers. I have ripped mine up so many times out of frustration and anger. I have one shop class where I have to do woodworking and I can't tell you how many times i have taken projects and just broken them over my knee or the edge of the workbench.
I'm in my first year of college and you and I are, so far, pretty similar.
Keep talking. there's always someone here to listen.
take care
tina