I think I should say goodbye~

and what's wrong with Nascar fans WW??
I am a loud and proud one.
Woo Hoo!!!

We know Angel, and it's a little obnoxious...

Just kidding hun.

Ry

Hee hee, I don't mind that either Ryan. I am an obnoxious Nascar fan!! Weeeeeeeeeee :P

Dear Bethy

I'm sticking my two cents worth in again.

A week ago, I had to leave the site for a while. It was all too much and I'd been triggered so much that I just couldn't take it. After a few days away, I began to miss my family here so much that I was able to come back. I am working more in the forums and being very careful in chat not to get triggered. Maybe you could do the same?

However, you need to put yourself first. If you need to leave, go with our love and know you will be met with joy if you return. Again, only you can decide what is best for you and I urge you to take that path, no matter what it may be.

Lots of love,

Jan

noooo I'd miss you sooo much *HUGS*

I'm going to add my 2 cents here.

With any forum, including mine and other forums i've been to there is bound to be a person who has conflict with another person on a forum like this, or feel that someone is not being treated well for whatever reason. That's going to happen, hell I had the same problems with board before.

I do see however Beth that you are greatly appreciated here. I have not been here in awhile so I don't know all that happened. But conflicts do occur. I am sorry that you are feeling unsafe, I again know that feeling (not related to psychcentral) but I do know that feeling.

I hope that this is just a break, and that you will come back once you feel that you can.

Take care of yourself hon.

(((beth)))

{{{{{{{{{{Angie and Girls}}}}}}}}}}}}

Ohh sweet Angie~ I had even forgotten to reply to my first posting of this to you and others here. I am so sorry I was so neglegent. Thanks for being so sweet and kind to me. I dont know what I have done to deserve this . But I sure do need it at the moment. Please take care of you ok? Your in my thoughts ~

Hugz~
Bethypoo

ps, Grggys email addy is in his profile hon. LOL you can find it there!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{SILVER WILVER}}}}}}}}}}}}} Love ya Sweetie~ your so good to everyone here. Thanks for listening and understanding. I am not sure where I am at in my thoughts right now . Just seems like there is nothing there most of the time . Nothing to really look forward to. Just trying to hang on right now as well as I can. Thanks for being such a good friend. Take care~

Hugz~
Bethy

SC ~ it was good to know we were friends at least once. Take care. Thanks for your support at the time.Sorry it took so long to reply too.

Hugz~
Beth

{{{{{{{{{{{AngelGirl}}}}}}}}}}} Not sure I can discuss it anymore than I have.Sometimes its just hard to put into words is all. Thanks for trying though .

Hugz~
Beth

Squrl~ I am speechless ~ I dont know why its easier to help others but not understand ourselves enough to give ourselves a break or time or a chance to feel what we need to. I guess if I had that answer, I would know how to cope better. Maybe someday I will. Thanks for replying and sorry to you also for being so late in thanking you too.

Hugz~
Beth

You are kidding right? Me~A favor to Psychcentral~ I dont think so lol.I dont like to be angry, that is not me either. And hurting just hurts too much ~ i didnt know what else to say ok? I am glad to have you for a friend also Erin. Thanks for everything.Take care~

Hugz~
Beth

{{{{{{{{TOMITROUBLEMAKER}}}}}}}}}}}The anger is with myself for being a failure . It all begins and ends there with that. Too much around to remind me of that too. Just need time I guess to deal. Thanks for careing though. Take care~

Hugz~
Beth

{{{{{{{{Tina}}}}}}}}}} Your kidding me right? I mean are you serious? Really serious? OMG I think I am gonna faint here. January I need those smelling salts again can you hand them over? Did my eyes actually read that in honour of me you will root for Jr a tiny bit? You do know that he is addictive right? I mean once you let that little piece go it builds up alot and soon enough you find yourself buying Jr clothes and all that good stuff! Your funny~but I appreciate it and so willJr. And its good to be a wild and loud and rowdy NASCAR Girl! WOOO HOOO! You hit the nail on the head about my heart being broken and faith tarnished. Wish I could wear a suit of armor when it comes to that.Thanks for your friendship and understanding . Your too sweet ~

Hugz~
Bethy

{{{{{{{{{{NIGHTDREAM}}}}}}}}}}Thank you so much for your hugs and support. I really appreciate it.I have always tried to be a good and kind person. Just seems nowadays i feel angry and the ugliness of that feeling is showing thru more. None of my friends need to see that or feel that. I'm sorry , Hang in there and take care hon.

Hugz~
Beth

{{{{{{{{{{{{JANUARY}}}}}}}}}}}} I have slowed down a bit here . Cant seem to stay away from you guys for too long though. But I have slowed down in my postings and in chat. I cant say its helped alot , but maybe a little bit.Seems like i just dont know what to do anymore. I feel so wishy washy about stuff. And I feel somewhat reluctant to show any feelings i do have for fear of being called on it again. Just trying to hang on right now. Thanks for your kindness and support and laughs Jan.

Hugz~
Bethy

Thanks {{{{{{{{JAGSTER}}}}}}}}}}} Nice to meet you too.

Hey {{{{{{{{{{COLONEL}}}}}}}}}}} hee eheeeehee You do know how to bring out the laughs in me. Sorry I giggle so much . Guess its just an annoyting trait I got. Thanks for all your support , talks and your kind thoughts. We've had some long talks havent we? I appreciate them. Take care Colonel~

Hugz~
Bethypoo

Thanks {{{{{{{{{{JMO}}}}}}}} Sure do need those hugs. That was sweet of you~

Hugz~
Beth

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{WANTS2FLY}}}}}}}}} Thanks for your support and kindness. Its much appreciated.

Hugz~
Beth

Beth, are you really going to leave?

{{{{{{{{{{{GREGGY}}}}}}}}}}}}Thank you so much hon for your support and kind words.You are an amazing friend , I hope you know that.Sorry about all the giggles again. Like I said its an annoying trait i have.There will be plenty of others here that will pick on your spelling hon. Dont worry hee hee. I am hanging on here . You do the same ok? Thinking of you too.

Hugz~
Bethy

Awww {{{{{{{{{DOLFIN}}}}}}}}}} Thanks so much for your reply. Means so much to me that you responded . Please take care of you ok? Your a really kind and funny girl too. Keep it up.

Hugz~
Bethy

{{{{{{{{{{{JULIA}}}}}}}}}}}} Thanks for your reply also. It means alot. You are a sweet and kind woman. I am glad to have known you . Take care and be good to yourself ok?

Hugz~
Beth

LOL No, no, no. YOU are "Troublemaker." I'm just "Trouble."