Long Distance Love and Care

(nowheretorun))))))))))))) that is very true
love always comes first . the first response...kindness and understanding

muffy

first response ....makes me think.... yes, even the firemen act out of kindness and caring (and firewomen) and all kinds of emergency service respondors for that matter... and while we're at it.... oh... almost went into one of those long thinking things again haha

new screen on door for mom, new cat bed for cat, dad need hip surgery... sis and daughter good but stressed ... sis husb tired.... bro knows how to relax... older sis being an adult .. cousins... working, living...... me... hanging on...

best to all always

(((((((nowheretorun and family and cat ))))))))))))))))))))))))
praying for all of you

((((((((((((nowheretorun)))))))))))))))

((muffy)))) ty for caring and being a part of my life, my familys life... i have done the things i thought were right and true.. mom is feeling better and life, while a load to bear some days, is good because of you and people like (((JG))))

i hope you both will be safe in your place tonight, in your home, with us, with your friends and family... it is good to have this place we can come and help each other to heal, to find answers, to care for each other... PC is a home to so many and i still pray for better understanding and health for us all

((((nowheretorun))))))))))))wouldn't have it any other way ((ty)))
safe is good ((ty))
Ty for being you and caring about all of here
glad your Mom is doing better. take time for you too

ty ((muffy)))) when i am able and i am sure to rest or my body just takes over.. eating i am doing better at, having breakfast most days now, lunch and dinner.... the weather here is warming and looked over the yard today... some branches to pick up, a bit of straightening to do... i have several in process projects, none complete.. some jewelry making ideas, some painting... and i am still writing and meditating... taking time for joy is so essential for me, it balances the concerns i carry... i feel a duty to carry the concerns i do and it is not always too heavy... just some days i feel like so many of us do, but mostly, the sad days have passed and are gone.. my emotions re-center quickly and i am better at keeping my thoughts straight... coming from a place of love is the best i have ever done to heal.. framing my thoughts from a position of high regard and consideration for everyone to the best of my ability... i am getting along easier and still being myself, exerting my boundaries when needed and sharing kindness and concerns about health with family and friends... it has given me hope when there were times i saw only sadness...

i still miss my son..... i am still conflicted at times and the pain is hard but i am doing what i can to be someone he looks up to.. i dont want him to think he is 'ill' like i have been called at times... i do not feel ill anymore.. doing, helping, caring has made me whole again...

((nowheretorun))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Dear kind one. Every day you make me smile, every night you make me smile. Knowing you are eatting and taking care of you makes me smile even more.
Your love and caring ...well you show it every day
You have come so far ...
((you and your son))))))))))))))))) my prayer and wish is for you 2 to be reunited at some point. When you are both ready .
oh hon my heart is with you . I know how much pain you feel over this.
hope, faith. love. gentle one
sending my love
P. S. you two are connected always...hes ok....have faith

((muffy)))))

ty for continuing to share and care about so much with me... we know the kids are our most sacred asset... we know that fighting through our pains and staying strong and keeping hope are the only answers...

we know there are uphill battles still to be waged against injustice, poverty, abuse, bullies in classrooms, corruption, war, pain, hate, envy, jealousy and all those others.. we know clearly the difference between kindness and hate

we know we are the adults now, we will be seniors in another 20 years or more and we dont want to be in bad health then any more than we do now...

we know we have to keep trying and fighting against depression and traumas...

we know everyday is not the joy we wish it could be....

but you are trying ty for trying with me

(nowheretorun)))))))))))))
everyday we are given is a joy so very precious as you know.
choosing good health is the correct chioice.
Learning from what we have all been threw and showing the kids
the way to go on a path of health is best.
They need to learn from us
kindness and hope and love is the way as you know kind one

yesterday i received some not so great news about Dad.... he will probably going into a rest home soon... falling down a lot and a mix of meds and his age combined have made him a danger to self.....

(nowheretoun)))))))))))))))))))) Im so sorry about your sad news.
I have to say this it will prolly be the safest place for him.
It is such a hard dession to make. I will pray for your whole family.

ty ((muffy)))))))your good thoughts help us all so much

nowheretorun how will this affect you, for better or worse, if your Dad goes into a rest home? Thinking of you, wishing the best always, Junerain

(nowheretorun))))))))))
I know how hard it is for news like this,.My heart is with you and yours.
My prayers are with you.
nothing i can say will make it better, not even my magic wand.
my prayers are for you and your Dad
Muffy

(((Muffy))) and ((June))) thank you for caring... June, i am just deeply saddened even tho i knew this day was coming, even more sadness to come... i tell myself ive done all i can and still it makes me feel so helpless right now...

Sometimes when we know a certain event is coming, we block it out, it is just too sad.. Nowheretorun, it is in those times when your emotion is helplessness, it is in those very times, when PC, when I, when Muffy we reach out to you through this very screen and you guessed it HELP

awwwwwww

yes that is true ((June)))) the help of ((PC))) is so important to so many of us in the times we are down... the helpful caring, the supportive advice, the spirit of healing and growing makes so much difference ... it is so good to see the growth you are having too

I'm sorry this is happening nwtr. I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts.

Dear NWTR,

Sending positive thoughts & prayers to You and your family.

Much Love,
Holmes

((orange)))) ty .... many good thoughts to you as well...

(((Mlp)))))) this is helping ... i hope you are ok enough right now too.....

i have slept most of the day... been feeling very drained, working too hard, waking in the middle of the night, thoughts turning, dreams, emotions...

ive looked at days past, present, future...... meditated, took care of practical things...

my fathers retirement and eventual passing means quite a bit to me and it is very difficult to describe all i'm feeling..... mostly, i will try no to be selfish and think only of me right now.. i helped mom get a glass of milk earlier and it felt very good to be there just then...

she went back to resting... been screaming a lot in the night from her physical pain.... its great when she smiles and we talk..... she was looking very tired but it alternates and some days are better than others... she is so funny to me.... she gets joy at the littlest things and its great when we share humor together....

others in the family carry on each day.... i am without words... they are always in my thoughts...

i am going to be here now, thats about all i can say... the days will change and i will move on and things will be different someday.... if im still breathing andi i spose if im not breathing, that'll be different also...

each day i try to see colors.... in spring there are many

Dads passing means i am an adult now (not gone yet tho) and, im thinking now about how i will not be there when he does go (most likely)

its horrid not to be there..........

ty for caring always and love to you and yours always.. you all matter so much, if only you knew how much.....

The thoughts, the emotions, the dreams, the meditating, GROWTH is what I hear you are doing through all this, deep growth, which is beyond words..you, too matter, to me, more than YOU know..........

((June))) ty..... we can make it if we try ... life is so hard and there are real pains and hurts and damages.. we can grow up to it, we can face it, we can all make it through.... with HELP from each other and with strength to endure... there is always hope, there is always sadness... we will always have an issue from someplace to be concerned over... we can never forget that PEOPLE are the way to resolve and find truth... we can never forget that PEOPLE make it is what it is....

thank you for your kind caring and support always... sending hugs and strength... TOGETHER is the key

my thoughts and prayers are with you dear one ((nowheretorun)))
so much to go threw...for all of you...
remember to rest and take care of you too...
its a hard place to be where your at right now.
brings back alot of memories for me.

Keep up your good spirits remember we all care about you
we are all here for you
LOve always to you