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Oh, (((((Fuzzy))))), my friend. Life and everything can get so confusing sometimes. It sounds like you're tangled up in that. Existentialism and philosophy tend to bring up lots of interesting questions, but they don't offer answers, really. Just challenge you to find your own answers and figure out what it means to you. I hope that you find some meaning and life starts making more sense to you. I think your journey brings you closer all the time. Even when you're making progress (or especially then), it's just not easy, is it?

Thanks for understanding dear (((((((((((((( Rap ))))))))))))))

I'm finding myself doing a search on here before I post anything. My (former) therapist did say I had "paranoid features"

I am not sure how paranoid I am now. I find myself constantly monitoring and checking my thoughts, feelings, actions, and what I post.

I didn't sleep much last night. I was too tense and thinking too much.

Some of the thoughts I was having were about happy times in my life, including holidays with Mr Bear.

I know I have the capacity for joy and happiness, even when things feel or seem at the worst, I am not giving up hope. To give up hope is to give up everything. I do not intend to ever do that.

In one of Mr Bear and my (grammer) favourite holiday destinations, my favvourite waiter used to say these same words to everyone in the vast and enticing breakfast room....There was a view out onto a lake. I have always loved water. And trees....

The waiter used to say "You may either be served or serve yourself".

Maybe there is a truth in life contained in those words too......

PS Nina I saw your post re. The Golden Rule. We don't talk much (yet?) but maybe we have been thinking along similar lines recently. I send you my best thoughts.

It's quiet here. Mr Bear and I are in our cave. We are safe......(breathe bear, you are safe)

Mr Bear is working from home. He is not earning much (yet)

We were just talking briefly (he works most of the time during the day so we don't talk much)

I asked him how to spell grammar.

He said "you should know, as you went to a grammar school, you didn't go to a school for thickies, did you"

No. At the school I went to, people who didn't keep up were booted out or stayed down. And in the streaming in secondary school, I was always in the top stream out of three.

Then I said to Mr Bear, the reason why some people were booted out wasn't necessarily because of cognitive impairments, it could have been attention difficulties.



Take care,
Fuzzy

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I just KNEW I had to be the only person on here who had (ever) posted Bearview

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Fuzzy