[Fuzzybear]

I see things so much more clearly now.

How stupid and naive I was. I disgust myself sometimes.

I see extreme black and white thinking in myself AND others.

It disgusts me.

I feel like hiding from everyone for a long long long time in a dark, damp, wet cave. Where I might die. I hate life sometimes.

I am not an ogre. But I have been so frreakin stupid.

I don't think ....... ah forget it. I repulse myself.

[Fuzzybear]

Learning more about my triggers every day and how not to resort to certain destructive behaviours.

But I'm not perfect.

Who is

"What a long strange trip" (thanks to x)

[Pughead]

{{{{{{Fuzzybear}}}}}}

It is truly a learning process. I try to learn more everyday too. And you are right, no one's perfect!

Stay positive.

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks Pughead...... I hate posting stuff like that. But sometimes it helps to express .....and sometimes looking back at old posts helps. For me anyway.

((((((((((((( Pughead ))))))))))))))

(a dog, right, those cute little snuffly squashy faced dogs? )

Take care,
Fuzzy

[jacq10]

((((((((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))))))))))

You are NOT stupid. Not in ANY way. I do understand the black and white thinking though ... far too much. Actually my T kept saying that to me the other day .... It good that you can express yourself in your post though ... I wish i had more encouraging things to say ... but just know you my friend are so strong and can get through this.
Jacq

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( jacq ))))))))))))))))

[Pughead]

Yup, pugs are the little flat squishy faced dogs. I have the a fawn one and a black one (black one is my avatar).

[Soidhonia]

Hello Fuzzy I would like to ahre something with you that I saw on a wall of an herbal shoppe Live to Learn Learn to Live. As you Learn about your triggers and your life you will grow and be able to do things in a more appropriate manner. Life happens one day at a time, and you need to try to do things in a more positive manner and try to deal with life more appropriately. Perhaps trying to get your therapist to help you with exercises that may help you would help you a great deal, none of us are perfect but you owe it to yourself to have the life you would like to have. I hope the best for you Fuzzy . Take care Soidhonia

[Fuzzybear]

[Frozen_Heart]

(((((hugs)))))

Focus on the positive!!

sigh-I know Fuzzy, I understand only too clearly.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( Frozen_Heart )))))))))))))))

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((( Jax ))))))))))))))))

Hey my fuzzy friend...

Easy on the harshness..

and..

Heavy on the kindness

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks so much dear ((((((((((( ECHOES )))))))))))

right there with you fuzzwad

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((( bowzz )))))))))))))

FUZZYBEAR

I LOVE YOU FUZZYBEAR, YOU MAKE ME FEEL WARM AND SNUGGLY, STAY POSITIVE.

YOU HAVE LOTS OF LOVE IN HERE SURROUNDING YOU - YOU CAN LET GO WITH US.

(JIN TAPS HER SHOULDER FOR FUZZY)BIG HUG FOR MY FUZZYBEAR.

LOTSOFLOVE JINNY (KERRY)XXXX

if you went to a cave, i'd miss you. we could go together and talk though. take a picnic maybe? let me know what you think fuzzy.(reaches on tiptoes and kisses fuzzy)

take care, jinnyann xxxxx

smile throughthe rain and you will find your rainbowxxxxx

[Fuzzybear]

Thank you hon for your kindness!! (((((((((((((((( Jinny )))))))))))))))))

xox Fuzzy

[(JD)]

(((((hugs))))

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( Sky )))))))))))))))

[(JD)]

((((fuzzybear))))) gotta get those errant feelings under control bear.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((( Sky ))))))))))))))

[Talulah]

((((((((((((((((((((((((((Fuzz))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

No cave today, we need the furr out here, we're cold and need your furriness to warm us up..........

Brrrrrrrrrr........(fuzz wraps big furry arms) .....ahhhh, thanks fuzz, it's good to be here with you.......I'm warm now and soon you will be too....