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Old Aug 15, 2009, 05:34 AM
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WARNING TRIGGER
WARNING TRIGGER
WARNING TRIGGER
WARNING TRIGGER
WARNING TRIGGER



ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I just don't want to live anymore!!!
I won't/can't suicide, but I want to be dead.
I know I have people that care about me.
Just tired of feeling numb, helpless and in pain

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Old Aug 15, 2009, 07:04 AM
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Hug to you sorry can't say anything.. just want to let you know you are not alone and the numb doesn't really feels good
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Old Aug 15, 2009, 09:47 AM
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{{{ Secret }}}

I know that feeling. I'm sorry you are going through this.

I will keep you in my thoughts today and hope that the crisis ends soon. Please keep us posted on how you are doing.
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Old Aug 15, 2009, 04:13 PM
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I too know those feelings only too well. I hope you get through this soon. Everything changes, it's the only constant. You won't feel this way forever, I promise. Please keep letting us know how you are doing. And feel free to pm me anytime. I care.
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture
than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you."
Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure.
Can't stop you from praying and blessing me,
and if that makes you feel better feel free.
But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me.
And let's all respect each other's feelings.
With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
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Old Aug 15, 2009, 05:38 PM
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Secret,
I'm so very sorry...
glad that you don't have plans on doing anything, though.

Feeling this way is hard, and hateful, feels like nothing will ever change...many of us have walked the same path.
We know it gets better but it sure doesn't feel good at the moment. There were times I felt as thought I was in a revolving door.

We care about you...please let us know how you are

In Peace
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Old Aug 15, 2009, 07:14 PM
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hey....i got your back...you need...you ask....thats all it takes.

be safe.
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Old Aug 15, 2009, 07:47 PM
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I'm sorry you are feeling so awful. I know that the numbness can be excruciating. We are here for you. I hope you feel better soon.
Gentle hugs if that's okay.
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Old Aug 15, 2009, 11:03 PM
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Old Aug 16, 2009, 06:09 PM
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(((((((secret))))))
have been on a similar path. as scary as this path is, remember there are many hands reaching out to you. i'm glad you have no "plans" but that doesn't make it any less painful.
i found that there are clearings on this scary path where i could breathe a bit and see just enough sun shine to feel the "rays of hope" if for just a few seconds. others who have traveled this way encouraged me as we are encouraging you.
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Old Aug 18, 2009, 05:48 PM
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hi secret,

you don't know me, but i want to say that i know how terrible it can be when you feel so numb and yet so awful. i've struggled with the desire to be gone from life. i have been getting help and i do not feel that way now and many days are better for me now. the pain seldom feels so hopeless anymore.

you are welcome here and people do listen here. keep writing when you can. i care too.
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