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Old Jan 06, 2008, 11:38 PM
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just... shuddup... no one cares. you let them trick you again. now your a fake>>>> again.... your no good>>> your stupid>>> your a piece of dirt>>> ... scum of the earth...get used to it.... guilt trips ==== give them what they want... you know how to do that well dont ya... huhh??!?!?! SHUDDUP you ****!
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Old Jan 06, 2008, 11:59 PM
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Beth, you are not stupid, and I am still here as a friend to help you out, as much as many of the others are here to help.

Feel free to PM me, yell, scream, etc. as much as you want. I dont always have the answers--nor the answers you always want--but I will do my best to try.

shuddup stupid
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Old Jan 07, 2008, 12:11 AM
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((((((((Sweet))))))))

stay safe okay?

Love ya

peace

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Old Jan 07, 2008, 12:49 AM
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Clyde .. ty but the damage is done with what I had to do. There's no taking anything back. I have to live with it. Just like everything else.

Sis I am ok.. I know it sounds like I am at my wits end.. I feel bad about doing something that I shouldnt have been guilted into doing. But I am completely safe. Just had to vent is all.

TY both for being concerned.
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Old Jan 07, 2008, 04:56 AM
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Old Jan 07, 2008, 09:14 AM
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((((((sweet))))))))) you are never stupid
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Old Jan 07, 2008, 07:32 PM
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Bethy, loopy fruit, you are not stupid, never was never will be, tc
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Old Jan 08, 2008, 09:58 AM
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Get yourself before they get you, eh?
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Old Jan 08, 2008, 11:46 AM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
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Get yourself before they get you, eh?

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Nah.. they got me first.. I let in ... thats what makes me sooo stupid. I let it happen. Guilt trips for me are a trigger.. its what my abuser did to me constantly. I've worked and worked on this with T to avoid what does this to me. Just tried so hard. And this time.... nothing. If I didnt give in.. I felt it wouldnt stop. I compromised my boundaries. WHY!?!?!?! shuddup stupid
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Old Jan 09, 2008, 10:00 AM
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((((Sweet Sunshine))). I am sorry that you are struggling this much.. Maybe you can have a consult with your therapist, and talk to them about seeing you more often if you are working through the abuse, in therapy at this time. It takes a lot of support to move through things from the past, such as what you are going through, and you can possibly and hopefully get more appointments with your therapist if you tell your therapist that you are struggling this severely at this time. Take care (((SWEET))). PM anytime Soidhonia
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Old Jan 25, 2008, 10:22 AM
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Old Jan 30, 2008, 10:20 AM
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> I compromised my boundaries. WHY!?!?!?!

Because you were tired fighting?

It happens. I know. And condemnation of yourself comes easy. But maybe it is not you who are condemning, but your memory of someone else who did that?

Now if I could understand it myself...
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Old Jan 30, 2008, 01:34 PM
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You're NOT stupid!!!!

I love you, Sweet Bethy!! shuddup stupid shuddup stupid shuddup stupid

PS I'm sorry I'm so late in seeing this. shuddup stupid
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