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just... shuddup... no one cares. you let them trick you again. now your a fake>>>> again.... your no good>>> your stupid>>> your a piece of dirt>>> ... scum of the earth...get used to it.... guilt trips ==== give them what they want... you know how to do that well dont ya... huhh??!?!?! SHUDDUP you ****!
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Beth, you are not stupid, and I am still here as a friend to help you out, as much as many of the others are here to help.
Feel free to PM me, yell, scream, etc. as much as you want. I dont always have the answers--nor the answers you always want--but I will do my best to try. ![]()
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((((((((Sweet))))))))
stay safe okay? Love ya peace ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Clyde .. ty but the damage is done with what I had to do. There's no taking anything back. I have to live with it. Just like everything else.
Sis I am ok.. I know it sounds like I am at my wits end.. I feel bad about doing something that I shouldnt have been guilted into doing. But I am completely safe. Just had to vent is all. TY both for being concerned.
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(((((((((((((((sweet))))))))))))))))))
sending you huggies baby lots of love, Jinny xxxxxxx |
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((((((sweet))))))))) you are never stupid
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Bethy, loopy fruit, you are not stupid, never was never will be, tc
Angie
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Get yourself before they get you, eh?
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
pachyderm said: Get yourself before they get you, eh? </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Nah.. they got me first.. I let in ... thats what makes me sooo stupid. I let it happen. Guilt trips for me are a trigger.. its what my abuser did to me constantly. I've worked and worked on this with T to avoid what does this to me. Just tried so hard. And this time.... nothing. If I didnt give in.. I felt it wouldnt stop. I compromised my boundaries. WHY!?!?!?! ![]()
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((((Sweet Sunshine))). I am sorry that you are struggling this much.. Maybe you can have a consult with your therapist, and talk to them about seeing you more often if you are working through the abuse, in therapy at this time. It takes a lot of support to move through things from the past, such as what you are going through, and you can possibly and hopefully get more appointments with your therapist if you tell your therapist that you are struggling this severely at this time. Take care (((SWEET))). PM anytime Soidhonia
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> I compromised my boundaries. WHY!?!?!?!
Because you were tired fighting? It happens. I know. And condemnation of yourself comes easy. But maybe it is not you who are condemning, but your memory of someone else who did that? Now if I could understand it myself...
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You're NOT stupid!!!!
I love you, Sweet Bethy!! ![]() ![]() ![]() PS I'm sorry I'm so late in seeing this. ![]()
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