Is it okay to vent here?

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I am feeling so frusterated with myself and this stupid disorder that likes to take over my life and make me feel like a total nut case. Thursday is tooooo long to wait until therapy.

(((((happyflowergirl)))))

I have ptsd too so I do know how you feel. Here if you need to talk.

Thanks Kalamity Jane,

What does it feel like for you?

I fell like a huge ball of anxiety weighing me down. I want to quit my classes, don't want to do anything especially a speech and then I am trying to rewrite a poem for class, and it is driving me bonkers. It is like I am depressed with anxitey, and scared out of my mind of the stupid doorbell. I feel like screaming my head off! I exercised this morning, and that helped for a while.

Hi

Glad exercising helps for you. On a bad day I'm literally crippled with fear. Too scared to be alone but too scared to answer the door/phone. I don't go out on my own coz that makes it worse...people and places I don't know freak me out, with crowds or public places worse. There's times when I'm even a scaredy cat online but being on pc helps coz I know I'm not the only one...and it actually helps on nights when I'm freaked out bad, mostly if somebody posts sounding more freaked than me...then I try to force myself to pull together to help them.

Hope you manage to get your re-write done.

yes, it is. Sometimes it helps me to see the way other people deal with stress, sometimes i learn something from it.