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Old Apr 24, 2009, 10:52 PM
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its useless trying to stop anything
one gets stopped another one pops up
don't wanna move anymore
don't want more embarassing physical exams, more questions
its useless ican't stop it - anyway
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Old Apr 24, 2009, 11:00 PM
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is there someone IRL you can talk to about this? hope is always there - sometimes its hard to find... but its there
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Old Apr 25, 2009, 05:18 AM
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no. i've tried before and it never really solved anything
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Old Apr 25, 2009, 06:14 AM
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Old Apr 25, 2009, 08:45 AM
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Old Apr 25, 2009, 05:55 PM
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
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Old May 06, 2009, 05:21 AM
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Not gone to school again. after 6 days break (including weekend). Just can't do it.
School's not liking it how much I skip though. I don't know... just can't handle going there. And when I do it's like hell.
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Old May 06, 2009, 05:23 AM
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maybe tomorrow... but then i gotta face HIM again.. probably.. ugh.. wish i would get over it already.
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Old May 06, 2009, 05:48 AM
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maybe you is handling the stressed of life gooder then you give yourself credit for..................
like maybe dont be so hard on yourself
just a thought
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Old May 06, 2009, 06:19 AM
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Who's him? i it to do with school? I hope it works out for you
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Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
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Old May 06, 2009, 08:01 AM
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Old May 15, 2009, 06:10 PM
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It's my bday in a few days. it should be a day where my brother is most excited about unwrapping the gifts, more then me. First bday without him. first everything without him, all the time there is something like that...
it hurts so much it feels as if it's burning a hole in me .. bigger... bigger...bigger
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Old May 15, 2009, 06:15 PM
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I'm sorry Blue maybe you can think about the good times you had with him on your birthdays - it mights help a bit - i know you are in a lot of pain - i wish there was somthing i could do to help
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Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
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we wish we could take away your pain osmehow.........
we is sineding warm fuzzies and restful, soothing, peaceful thoughts your way,
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Old May 18, 2009, 04:03 AM
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How are you blue? are you ok?
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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Old May 18, 2009, 08:54 AM
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Old May 19, 2009, 06:53 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLUE93 (hope its May 20 there )Can't cope...Can't cope...Can't cope...
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
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Old May 21, 2009, 06:31 AM
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happoy birthday blue!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Old May 28, 2009, 08:23 PM
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*triggerwarning*


Going to visit my brothers grave tomorrow... well technically later today, for the first time. I'm so nervous...
Just the thought he is lying there in the cold ground .. rotting away... it's almost to much.
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Old May 28, 2009, 08:28 PM
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Oh Blue! My thoughts are with you as you do this very hard thing.
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Old May 30, 2009, 12:35 PM
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how did it go, Blue? how are you doing?
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Old May 30, 2009, 12:36 PM
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well it didnt go.. great, but I'm glad I did it
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Old May 30, 2009, 08:02 PM
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i still didnt cry. i havent since i was like, 6 or 7.
I don't know... thought this would be enough to break me but i still cant cry
cant stop thinking about it though
it was so.. unreal to see that.. see his grave.. know he's in there..
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Old Jun 01, 2009, 02:47 AM
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our heart goes out to you as you struggle with this........be proud of yourself for going it was very brave........
ummmmmmm like beads lost her twin sister a long time ago so yeah we kinda gets it............
hope you can start letting go a bit and find a way to get past this.........there ismore to life ya know........
anyway sending your our best along with warm fuzzies and peaceful thoughts,

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Old Jun 01, 2009, 03:59 AM
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