[insideout]

who knows what triggers people these days so just to be safe from a ban, i'm labeling this one a trigger.
did you hear the sarcasm?
well, thats actually part of my problem!
i was doing ok (not great) on my earlier regimen of lamictal 400mg, klonopin 3mg, and seroquel 125mg, sometimes only need 75mg.
but i still felt unstable so i got on lithium. it worked ok for a few days, then i became homicidal and suicidal. i tried to buy a gun even. i was picking fights waiting for anyone to just say something to me so i could rush them, just so Raging manic or psychotic...
i stopped the lithium.

i feel better. i used to hear voices and have an alter ego but the seroquel took care of my delusions and hallucinations.

what the hell is going on with the lithium.
isnt there a saying that if lithium works its bipolar and if antipsychotics work it's schizophrenia?

am i just a multi diagnosis?

im not asking for professional advice and dont worry, i know all your replies and opinions will be taken with a grain of salt so please reply. tell me ANYTHING. i need some ideas here.

thank you

[chalmette70043]

Hi insideout. I dont have much i can say. But i know when i was on the seroquel it made me feel just like you are feeling now. I'm now on abilify and feeling better.

I really hope you get some help with your meds asap. Its horrrible to be feeling like that. Call your pdoc.

I'm anxious to hear some of the responses you get here.

I wish you the best ((((insideout)))