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I'm on my final week until T is back from her vacation. It has been rather interesting, to see where these weeks off have taken me emotionally. Right now, I'm at the phase where I just want T back NOW!!!
![]() I've posted before that I looked up my T on Facebook - her profile is blocked (this is a good thing), but I can see her picture. I looked her up a few days ago - she changed her pic, and it looks like it was taken while she's been on vacation, she's all tan and in the sun and all smiles. It actually made me happy to see T looking so relaxed and happy, but I also feel guilty for looking at the picture. And I don't want to tell T that I saw the picture, I feel like I crossed some sort of boundary by looking her up on Facebook. So, 9 days til I see T. I've already thought about what I want to discuss, but then I remembered that I'm supposed to be staying in the moment and just let emotions come up, then talk about those. It's hard, though - I feel like we lost all this time, I don't want to go in and just sit there and see what comes up! ![]() ![]() |
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I'm on my final week until T is back from her vacation. It has been rather interesting, to see where these weeks off have taken me emotionally. Right now, I'm at the phase where I just want T back NOW!!!
![]() Dream.....can I have a hssy fit with you? Lets hissy together... I've posted before that I looked up my T on Facebook - her profile is blocked (this is a good thing), but I can see her picture. I looked her up a few days ago - she changed her pic, and it looks like it was taken while she's been on vacation, she's all tan and in the sun and all smiles. It actually made me happy to see T looking so relaxed and happy, but I also feel guilty for looking at the picture. And I don't want to tell T that I saw the picture, I feel like I crossed some sort of boundary by looking her up on Facebook. You have a great attitude. A nice caring for your t that you want her rested and happy. That is very loving of you ![]() So, 9 days til I see T. I've already thought about what I want to discuss, but then I remembered that I'm supposed to be staying in the moment and just let emotions come up, then talk about those. It's hard, though - I feel like we lost all this time, I don't want to go in and just sit there and see what comes up! ![]() ![]() I think our t's are coming back at the same time....what day is your appt? Im seeing mine on tues (wk after this one). I think you have a lot of material for your appt. Just go back and read on PC and you wont just sit there and see what comes up! ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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(((((((((((((((((dreamseeker)))))))))))))))))
You're in the home stretch! My T is on facebook - I can see his picture and his list of friends. I've told him that I've looked at it AND that I've looked at his list of friends ![]() ![]() I'm sure if your T is on facebook, she KNOWS clients will see her picture on there. I doubt she minds at all. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Why not call her answering machine?? You don't have to leave a message. If it would be reassuring to hear her voice, there's no harm in you calling to listen to it. I hope the time until T returns passes quickly. I know it's hard to wait. ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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![]() I am feeling better today, though - it helps that I'm starting my final week before seeing T next Tuesday. ![]() |
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![]() Yes, my appt. is a week from Tuesday as well - we're gonna make it! LOL that I have a lot of material for my appt., I guess I should go back and read posts over the past few weeks. I feel like we're still working on our relationship - I do trust her, but I still hold back, and I don't want to hold back - there's something we can discuss right there! Ugh, I get butterflies in stomach just thinking about that convo! ![]() We're gonna make it Dream, we CAN do this. I am afraid I'll hold back too- out of fear. There is so much to say Im already writing stuff down. And I think youre right...holding back is a good conversation. I am looking forward to your posts next tuesday ![]() |
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![]() ![]() I actually thought about the caller ID issue - my work number comes up as unavailable, so she wouldn't know it was me. ![]() I think both our T's will get our neediness at the next session! I agree that we both have a lot of material. One more week, we can make it! I have some things this week to keep me busy, so that's good. But I think the 'why do I hold back' convo may be a great topic for next week! I look forward to reading your posts next Tuesday, too, clk! ![]() |
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I actually thought about the caller ID issue - my work number comes up as unavailable, so she wouldn't know it was me.
![]() Dream...this is too funny! I want to take you on my vaca to the beach so we can have t conversation....my h gets real sick of that convo real fast ![]() ![]() Will you call????Please post and tell me! Its now 3pm and still no call...she must be enjoying her vacation ![]() I think both our T's will get our neediness at the next session! I agree that we both have a lot of material. One more week, we can make it! I have some things this week to keep me busy, so that's good. But I think the 'why do I hold back' convo may be a great topic for next week! I look forward to reading your posts next Tuesday, too, clk! ![]() What are you doing this week to keep busy? The why do I hold back is a great opening convo starter. I might start with trust and inner child stuff....and why do I not work on some things with her etc....Or I might just bop her over the head for leaving me.... 7 more days...not including today and tuesday..... ![]() |
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Sure, I'll go to the beach with you, clk!
![]() I didn't call... I may call tomorrow. I journaled tonight about some insights I had, that helped. I'm seeing a friend tomorrow night, and then I'm trying acupuncture for the first time on Wednesday evening. Not sure about the rest of the week yet, but I think it will go by quickly. I hope you heard from your T by now! ![]() |
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((((((((((((((((Dreamseeker!)))))))))))))))))) hang in there!!!
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