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Member Since Jul 2009
Location: UK
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Apr 18, 2010 at 02:52 PM
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I shamefully have to face the truth that I still harbour fantasys of T being something more than she is..
She allows email contact, she sends postcards when away. I gain the courage to email I miss her not once but twice because in the moments of thinking and writing and pressing send I feel almOst drunk with fantasy. T replys, one liners and then I feel shame, wgat was I thinking? I am so stupid, I am just as perfected as the day I begun therapy. Now As I face my first session back tomorrow I feel like I want to quit and go back to denial and alcoholism and just forget T. |
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