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Old Jul 18, 2012, 04:28 PM
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I have my appointment tomorrow and I am incredibly scared and anxious about it. Why does this have to be sooooo damn difficult!
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 04:30 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 04:36 PM
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Me too...
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 04:39 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 04:50 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 04:55 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 04:56 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 05:00 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 05:09 PM
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I have my appointment tomorrow and I am incredibly scared and anxious about it. Why does this have to be sooooo damn difficult!
I can so relate. I am terrified at the thought of seeing T2. I've been working on it, but I feel incredibly anxious and scared (it starts days before my appt).
I actually had to take a break during my last appt because I thought I was going to faint. Nice.

I want to quit, but I don't want to be a quitter.

I want to find someone else (T3), but there is a little voice inside of me that keeps telling me to push forward because there is something good there if I can just get through this fear.

But the anxiety is so bad, I am afraid I am going to just drop one day.

It is SUPER damn hard! I cannot wait for the day that both of us can post nonchalantly about our next appt.

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Old Jul 18, 2012, 05:11 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 05:16 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 05:28 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 05:31 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 05:44 PM
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A million and one hugs back. Thank you all so much. I have my appointment tomorrow at 10am Hope I can get the words out! Ill post more tomorrow.
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 07:47 PM
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It will be okay. You'll see. In your pocket!
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 08:12 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 08:13 PM
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 10:00 PM
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Hey, don't forget ME! I want to squeeze in too. I hope you have a great session, geez. Try to remember your T is on YOUR side and breathe!
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Old Jul 18, 2012, 10:18 PM
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Hey Let Me In.

You will be fine. I have an appointment tomorrow and I'm terrified. Marriage counceling. YIPIEE!!! (Not)
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Old Jul 19, 2012, 06:17 AM
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Hey Let Me In.

You will be fine. I have an appointment tomorrow and I'm terrified. Marriage counceling. YIPIEE!!! (Not)
LOL Big Mama! I needed that laugh as I can relate to the Marriage counseling.
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Old Jul 19, 2012, 06:23 AM
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I actually had to take a break during my last appt because I thought I was going to faint. Nice.

I want to quit, but I don't want to be a quitter.

I want to find someone else (T3), but there is a little voice inside of me that keeps telling me to push forward because there is something good there if I can just get through this fear.

But the anxiety is so bad, I am afraid I am going to just drop one day.

It is SUPER damn hard! I cannot wait for the day that both of us can post nonchalantly about our next appt.

Rose don't quit. Stick with your current T. Bouncing from T to T doesn't help unless the T your with can't bring you further from where you are now (Just my opinion from my experience).

I'm taking lots of deep breaths and hoping this tightness in my chest goes away soon. On the inside I feel like a cat trying to claw it's way out of a giant tub water.
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Old Jul 19, 2012, 07:16 AM
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((((geez)))) we will all be with you

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Old Jul 19, 2012, 07:48 AM
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I will be thinking of you (whilst in the pocket)!!! Let us know how the appointment goes...

And Rose, I totally understand the fainting feeling thing...I thought I was going to pass out in session yesterday, and I didn't even think I was that worked up!!!
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Old Jul 19, 2012, 08:57 AM
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It's 9:55 and I'm in the waiting room. My blood is starting to boil. God help me from embarrassing myself if T goes over with the person before me!!!
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Old Jul 19, 2012, 08:58 AM
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It's now 9:59. :-(
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