Couch 26

i do not believe stopdog would allow this

lolas would be to put on this mini dress and high heels and walk 10 ft. really only 10 ft

I wear heels almost everyday, I can run in them and I even own a few skirts. I may not be ubber feminine, But I can dress the part.... Mine would be more like sit through a makeover, mani/pedi and fashion show without dropping the f bomb or saying Dude!

wow you just don't strike me as a heels kind of gal I'm impressed.
ya not saying dude might be a bit of a challenge. you have even got me saying it lol

Im not a heel kinda girl....but for work I am FORCED to dress like a lady.... (gag gag), on the weekends its ballcaps and cargo pants!

(reading back)

Jersey dont be so hard on yourself. Cramps suck, and so does all the other 'fun' stuff that comes with that time. You're not being TMI, you're not talking too much. Relax a bit, we care about ya!

MUE: I hope T went well for you!
Chopin: And I hope you got a good nap in too. You sound like me with the 'I'll take a nap, bye! .... I'm still here replying. I should be taking a nap. Oops.'

Everyone else: Hai! I put my tree up yesterday night but haven't decorated it yet. That's for tonight or tomorrow morning. I've been heavily obsessing over things..like usual. I'm torn. I can see a lot of benefits in getting a service dog so I can become more independent in public. If I can get the stamina up to bike down to the bus stop I'd be able to be independent for once in my life with the help of a service dog. I wouldn't rely on others to take me to the store and be there in case I started to shut down or got overloaded. The SD would help respond to my anxiety levels or my sensory threshold and I'd be able to be safe. It would help me find an exit if I zoned out and couldn't find my way.

But i'm torn because I don't "look" disabled to people. It's invisible. No one sees me zone out because they're never there when it happens, they only see the after effects. They don't see the internal struggle. They don't see the headaches, the exhaustion, the depression and the anxiety. My T knows I struggle with these things, but does she understand to what level? Would she agree with me that I'm disabled by these things? I can't work, and by the ADA's definition that does qualify me as 'disabled' in one major life function. Would she minimize it and downplay it like everyone else does? What about my Dr, she doesnt even know about any of this except the anxiety.

ughhh.

Is it just you and me Granite? I know other people slack at work... where are they?

I'm slacking too. The idea of a wet t-shirt contest in the library and having to walk in high heels is kind of frightening. Eeek!

is chopin still napping

I agree.... just wash your mind of such craziness.... you can sit in the family room while the rest of em get wild...

Sila...sorry you are having such a hard time with things ((sila))

Murray - what's up with you?

Eh I'm kind of down today. Have bunches to do, but I just keep catching myself staring off into space accomplishing nothing at all.

That sounds like my everyday.... you wanna talk about it.???? I'll try to cheer ya up!

Thanks Lola

Life just kind of sucking right now and I am trying very hard to stay positive and productive. Would love to hide from the world for a while.

I know the feeling all too well Lola/murray. ADHD does that to me every day. I want to get things done, but I'm stuck staring out into space doing nothing productive. Bah. Wish I could offer suggestions for that, but I'm still struggling with it myself.

I get the hiding thing....sometimes, I sit in my closet and hide between the Hanging clothes, like a 5 year old at the store..... I find peace in it.

Ummm... the couch got all wild and crazy while I was gone. Count me in on everything!!

Haha. I think i'll follow Lola's lead and hide in the closet while the crazy happens.

Ack.
ack.

2 acks!!

Whew. I was waiting for the voice of reason to step in. None of those shenanigans in the library.

I'll add a third ACK just for good measure! ACK.

So what happens at 3000 posts? I noticed I was getting closer.

I just earned Wiki Points out the a s s for getting StopDog to say ack 2 times

The library is a no shenanigan zone.