Loordy, Lourdy the COUCH is 40....

it's 4:45 pm here....LOL Have a great day and Ill have a great night

Yes indeed!

Though it's sunny outside. I can hear the cicadas from in here. I have to stay in and study. How dull!

It will be worth it..... now get busy

All that knowledge I didn't bother stuffing in my brain in my school years...and now I need to know my science and maths.

Howdy!!!!!!

I'm back. I worked 45 minutes late and left just in time. 30 minute drive home without snow. Pulled in my driveway and it started snowing sideways! 35 mph wind and 2-4 inches overnight. Ick.

Well Lola, I'm over 40, can knit(and make you cozy quilts)...but I am really bad with cards...I buy them and then find them in a pile weeks after they were supposed to be mailed. I've never been a mom so I guess my pay based upon experience would be rather low

GAH!!! I accidentally called my therapist T today instead of saying therapist. I got so tongue tied trying to cover it up.

I always fear that I will do that while writing him an e-mail. Did he seem to catch it?

Fixated... when I'm talking to my T about my xT I call him "xT" my current T thinks that is so funny.

I almost did that a few sessions ago too.

i've done the T thing too... I wrote CSA in an email once and he had to ask what it meant.... all in the life of a PCer.

Cool, I'll train ya. When i want something say NO...especially if it's not in my best interest...LOL

LOL.. you meants Ts are well versed in PC lingo?

I'm pretty sure she noticed my tongue-tied-ness, but I don't think she knows what T means. She probably thought I was wandering and thinking about tea and biscuits or something.

I flat out told my t one time that when I go onto "the forum" that she is referred to as t.... then I had to explain that whole thing. But I never tell her which forum I am on. If she wants to know, she can do the work and find me.

ETA: But I still don't want to accidentally call her t in a session...

I would so like to hang out here today but I have a busy day procrastinating, avoiding study, not thinking about what I'm going to talk to T about etc.

I so understand the whole financial thing. I'mcurrently seeing a lawyer about the mess I'm in from my last mania. She's trying to work out how not to declare bankruptcy. Not that it matters I'm studying for the next 4-5 years anyway.

Pride goeth before a fall.

Hi Ready, How are you?

I am sooo paranoid today. Was that general comment RTS or aimed at me?

Sorry BPArtist....it was meant for me....

I'd been doing so well lately and I let myself think it would last

ETA: great job asking instead of doing the mindreading thing that I do so often

RTS, I hope you have more good days than bad, and I hope that all days are manageable. Peace.

thanks Ike... most of this I bring on myself... time is my enemy (procrastination) but its so hard to concentrate because my T had to give me this stupid assignment... and it just has started all the racing thoughts and past crap.

Life is a giant roller coaster, you will top the hill in no time.... and I agree, excellent communication

I hate that. You pat yourself on the back for feeling so well and then everything goes pear-shaped and I always think what a fool I am for thinking it will last.