Couch 43 ... 1 year !! Thanks for the memories

The day is done,
they say goodnight,
And someobodyturns off the light

The moon is high,
The sea is deep,
They rock
and rock
and rock,
to sleep.

-Sandra Boynton

That is hilarious!

You'd have to post it in the sexuality forum.
And the people there are CERTAINLY not typical.

Man, I am a big, tantruming baby tonight. I had my H take photos of me this morning for the stupid ****ing fitness challenge, which made me sick and weepy. I tried and ****ing tried to upload them and the stupid website wouldn't let me. I emailed twice to the support person for help -- no reply. My internet at home doesn't work, so I have to use my phone at home, and the website it says it won't take attachments from mobile devices, so I have to do this at work. Finally the support person emails back, but all she asks is who my "coach" is. I email her back and tell her, and STILL nothing. I email a-****ing-gain and STILL nothing. Now the coach wants me to email them to her but my phone doesn't let me attach them. And I am now all '**** IT, give me a refund and leave me the **** alone' and weeping. Like THAT is the worst thing in life, right? Man, I need to get a grip and cannot seem to do it.

What I love about B, is no one knows WHICH 50% you are claiming to be in.

I smiled when I realized that as well.

The FEMALE 50%

Okay, one more tantrum and I'll leave y'all alone. We have this intense marriage counseling session, during which we discuss how my husband endlessly says he will improve and then doesn't and he leaves the appointment and sobs in our car, and we discuss again how he claims to be trying but leaves each appointment and does NOT even think about anything we have discussed until the next appointment. He says he is trying (yet again). We come home and within less than an hour, he is happily, mindlessly playing computer games and goes to bed immediately drops off to sleep. No sleepless, worried nights for him. Not sure why I am agonizing over this whole thing so much.

MKAC- can you just stop and breathe for a bit? I hate being in that spot. But sometimes if I can just stop for a bit, I can eithermfigure what is sending me over the edge or I can at least stop acting on it and making it worse. i am sorry you are going theough this place right now.

This was to the earlier post about the uploading.

As upset and conflicted as I was about my last session with t, with time my thinking is almost 180. After session all I could think and feel was "It's no longer safe to share with t. She is judging me." But now I've come to realize that both t and I were vulnerable in that moment. I could judge her as easily as she could judge me.

With some reflection, it's still safe to share with t. In fact her self-disclosure almost makes me feel it is safer to be vulnerable in sessions... and I am going to need that in the next few months. I hope I still feel this way tomorrow....

Turns out I need a medical certificate for my student payments. But the have it on record I'm ill. Stupid govt.

Can you say Bureaucracy? I can't. looked it up and it still doesn't look right.

Amen, Ike.

I wonder if he might have some kind of empathy disability...

I've had ten years of therapy, but I'm still Aspergic.

Can Aspergers be 'cured' by therapy?

The experts say no.
My T's attitude is to ignore my limitations and see how far we get.
She has helped me, but might have got further if she had adjusted her approach, something she has absolutely refused to do.

I didn't think so. It's developmental.

(((MKAC))) Adding your H to the "dumbass" list. Seriously, when we get done up here, we shall take the van back there to kick his butt.
(I was going to say castrate him, but then I realized that would effect my poll) Also, we won't smoke the MJ in the van, I'll make some granola out of it. Or maybe a Tea.

Now I wonder if Apt would approve of me using the word Tea for a seeping MJ concoction? Miss you Apt. Seriously. A LOT.

Today's challenge:
Furniture store coming to look at LR set less than a year old that is falling apart. I need to get them to replace the set as we purchased the insurance on it. I need to be firm.

Wiki - Good luck with the furniture store. You are right. You need to hold your ground.

I am still debating contatcing my t. The bad feelings from yesterday woke up with me. I don't want to feel like this, but reaching out also freaks me out. Ugh. Maybe work, which I need to get moving for, will distract me.

good luck wiki .i think for the most part it is in there best intrest to just do it. it would be nice to have a new set for your new house

i need to start looking for a new T as soon as i can because i am terrified. but i am terrified. i think my first step is to call my insurance

Morning all... I have to catch up on the couch. Granite I am sorry you are having T issues and Wiki good luck with the new furniture. I got sick yesterday (swamp bug...still lingers) and I feel bad this morning too...feeling sick makes you wanna be home.

(((LOLA))) Are you eating right while away? When our body is in stress we need to eat better. Very important to make good choices because our intestines shut down when we travel away from home...your body starts to hibernate. Really. Lots of fresh fruits and veggies. Cheapest way to eat is find a Whole Foods store...they have great deli stuff. Drink your juice. Starbucks has healthy stuff too. Miss you.

Granite, make a script. That's what I did. When you call you can read it, it makes it less personal.

I'm sorry you're not feeling well, Lola. It's the pits to be sick when you're away from home. Hope the swamp bug goes away soon, never to return.

I have t this afternoon. I don't wanna go.

LC- hope you get rid of swamp bug soon.