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View Poll Results: Do you feel better after canceling or after going even if you want to cancel?
Going even when super upset/anxious etc and wanting to cancel has usually turned out well for me 25 75.76%
Going even when super upset/anxious etc and wanting to cancel has usually turned out well for me
25 75.76%
Going even when super upset/anxious etc and wanting to cancel has usually turned out not well to disastrous for me 2 6.06%
Going even when super upset/anxious etc and wanting to cancel has usually turned out not well to disastrous for me
2 6.06%
I usually look forward to therapy and rarely to never have wanted to cancel 9 27.27%
I usually look forward to therapy and rarely to never have wanted to cancel
9 27.27%
I consider it unpleasant but rarely to never cancel 3 9.09%
I consider it unpleasant but rarely to never cancel
3 9.09%
Other 2 6.06%
Other
2 6.06%
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Old Apr 25, 2013, 09:40 PM
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I am struck by the number of people who have found that going when they do not want to for some reason, has been beneficial. I have experienced the opposite. I have never had an appointment go well if I was too anxious or thought a break was a good idea. I have always regretted not taking the break.
Have you had a good or bad experience? More than one response should be possible.

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Old Apr 25, 2013, 10:17 PM
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Last week (where I bolted) being the notable exception, I usually am glad I showed up anyway, even when I had to grit my teeth to keep my *** in the waiting room.

I have def cancelled in the past when I felt "too anxious or depressed" to go and, while I didn't regret it at the time, in retrospect I probably missed opportunities to learn things that would have been good for me. At one point I admitted to this and my therapist accused me of "cleaning up before the maid."

Did you say "I'm anxious", stopdog? I'm curious--how did she react?
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Old Apr 25, 2013, 10:17 PM
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With my current T, it has always been helpful. When I have been anxious or depressed, for me, that is when I want to run toward my T and not away. Now that I am doing well, I am spacing the times I see her further apart--either two or three weeks.
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Old Apr 25, 2013, 10:18 PM
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She said she noticed and told me to breathe.
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Old Apr 25, 2013, 10:21 PM
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I don't think I ever find therapy pleasant. It is something that I am either indifferent about, or I find it unpleasant. I don't cancel appointments because I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't, and because I think that it would make things worse for me. Not only would I feel extremely guilty, I also know that when I start canceling or not showing up for something it means I probably will quit altogether. It's something that I have done with jobs and relationships, usually without any notice.
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Old Apr 25, 2013, 10:22 PM
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Did you talk about why you were anxious then, too?
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Old Apr 25, 2013, 10:28 PM
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No. The times I have tried to talk about it, the woman changes the subject.
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Old Apr 26, 2013, 02:31 AM
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Stop dog some times I really dislike your t. I go (except this next week) it may not be beneficial then but it is beneficial to my t to see what I deal with. Usually t's very reassuring and light those days.
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Old Apr 26, 2013, 04:02 AM
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If I don't want to go, it usually means I really need to.
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Old Apr 26, 2013, 08:20 AM
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No. The times I have tried to talk about it, the woman changes the subject.
Seriously? That pisses me off. My time, my subject.

Anyhow: I generally know when I shouldn't go. If I go when I know I shouldn't it is often disastrous. If I just take a break when I know I should things go smoother.
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Old Apr 26, 2013, 09:17 AM
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It does help me to go. Not so much the session, but the fact that I acknowledge that it is something inside me that's making it feel like a bad idea to go. I'm not being affected by outside forces, I am doing something inside that I need to adjust so that it is not a bad idea to go.

Plus I'll happily go and talk about how I don't want to be there and why. T is always willing to discuss that with me. It's actually an offshoot of one of my issues - I have trouble being vulnerable and sharing myself with other people, particularly when I'm not feeling strong. I need to learn to do that. Which kind of sounds like it sucks , but I'm willing to try. I have nothing to lose.
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Old Apr 26, 2013, 05:01 PM
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I have had days were I really don't wanna go. I suck it up and go majority of the time. I've only had 2 occasions were I cancelled....depression. I was upfront and honest w/ my T.
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Old Apr 26, 2013, 06:15 PM
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I've had many sessions where I've wanted to cancel, but I never have. I talk it over with my T and have had good sessions because of it. Some of my best sessions have been at those times. He says he can tell when I walk in the door if I actually want to be there or not. If not, it's typically going to be a productive session. Funny how that works.
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