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Aug 13, 2013, 01:34 AM
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Hey all I haven't posted in a while but I need some support because I am really struggling. 3 weeks ago I attempted Sui went to the hospital but only stayed at the psych hospital 1 night and was released because my psychiatrist wanted me to do partial instead. Needless to say I tried again the day after my release and was in the psych hospital 17 days but I still wanna die. I don't have a plan or the means but it doesn't change how I feel. My psychiatrist is about ready to give up on me the only person I thought would stay by my side is threatening to leave me because I'm not getting better. It's my anxiety STUPID and you won't give me anything to help with that. So yeah I am a little paralyzed by the anxiety (and the depression). Anyway I don't know what to do. I'm so scared I just wanna die but yet without a plan I'm screwed. I don't know I just don't know what to do.
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Aug 13, 2013, 03:37 AM
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I really don't know what to say. Do your circumstances permit you to try another Psychiatrist? Is there another hospital? Some counties provide mental health screenings independent of hospitals.
You are in crisis. Please hold off on planning details and look for support; (I have no support network, do you even have a hint of one?). Do you have a co-worker, friend family member? The few times I was suicidal, I was alone in the house with means. I got the hell out and ran pointless errands. One time, I literally jumped out of my chair and ran out when I noted how I felt. Regards, Lazarus |
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Aug 13, 2013, 03:45 AM
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 sorry you are struggling so much. Are you in therapy at the moment? This could really help, when I felt the same and was ready to die, my t really helped me. We talked everything through till I could see that this wasn't the answer. If you are not in therapy you can post here and get all of your feelings out. What happened recently to make you feel so Sui? |
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Aug 13, 2013, 04:13 AM
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I am so sorry to hear you are feeling like this - it makes me sad to think of you being this sad. I know I'm just someone on the internet but I'm really glad you're still here.
Do you want to tell us more about why you're feeling sui? |
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Aug 13, 2013, 08:37 AM
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#6
Aug 13, 2013, 10:22 AM
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Do you have people around that you can call on for support? You didn't say how you are getting to the hospital with the attempts. Did your pdoc say that he couldn't work with you anymore? He must be giving you some sort of plan/medication to figure out how to battle the anxiety and depression. When I was at a similar place in my life where you are now, it took my gp, t, and pdoc to help me. It wasn't a fast process, it took many months to get the meds regulated. Also, I attend therapy weekly if possible.
I agree with another poster that if your current pdoc isn't helping, is it possible to find another that can help you? Meanwhile, try to find a good therapist asap! I am sorry to ask so many questions, Melisssa, I just hope that there is some way that you can get the help you need quickly! I wish I could be there to help you because I know how hard it is to find the energy to take care of yourself the way you currently feel. Just try to survive one moment at a time. Bluemountains |
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Aug 13, 2013, 12:50 PM
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Do you think maybe going back to hospital could be a good idea if you're in this crisis?
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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