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So today was just a weird session for me. T was asking questions I didn't have answers for and I was feeling very ashamed, like super ashamed, scared , anxious, inferior and most of all guilty for wasting both of our time. I couldn't even express this though- I just sat on the couch mumbling and throwing out a few "I don't knows" every once in a while. Anyway, at some point T started clearly mirroring my body language. Like I had been doing a few nervous, fidgety but unique habits and she started doing the exact same things! She was so obvious I nearly yelled at her "what the hell are you doing that for!" But I didn't. So now I just feel confused and sad for wasting a whole session where I just couldn't get any words out, then Ts weird behavior ? What just happened to me.
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Has your T told you that it is OK not to have the answers? As for T mirroring, since you are aware of it you might as well point it out.
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Well so at the beginning of session I refused to answer a question that made me uncomfortable so when I answered "I don't know." She said something like "no no no you can't say I don't know here ". Then I explained to her I wasn't refusing to answer, I just didn't have an answer and she seemed to understand after that. Just can't help but feel like I failed therapy today
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Last edited by Favorite Jeans; Aug 16, 2013 at 09:42 PM. Reason: Clarity |
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Over time, the "I don't knows" grew less frequent as I began to allow myself permission to actually verbalize what I had been suppressing for so long. It took trusting my T and myself enough to risk saying something that I wasn't sure of or wasn't completely comfortable with. Scary step to take, but that is where progress really started. |
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I use " i don't know" when i don't want to reveal what i'm thinking or feeling or when i don't want to think about what i'm being asked and occasionally when i genuinely don't know. I'm not sure my T has worked out the " i don't know" is an avoidant tactic.
I think most of the time we really do know but don't feel comfortable saying or feeling what we are being asked.
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I've never been aware of any of my T's "mirroring" me, but apparently it is a technique some therapists use. I don't know much about it, but I think it would creep me out too. Why don't you ask about it so your T can explain why she was doing that?
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I usually say I am not going to answer rather than I don't know unless I really don't know. And then that is what I say. Sometimes a person really does not know just off the top. I don't think it is always avoiding something. There are times when I will say I don't know but will think about it. Or even that I don't know and don't care unless the therapist wants to explain how it would be useful to me so that I might decide it could be useful to think about it.
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Yeah, the physical mirroring is a technique some T's use to help them attune to your emotional state. Sort of a way to align to your energy. That sounds kinda flaky when I put it that way, but it's a pretty sound technique to get closer to your state of mind. And yes, it can be disconcerting.
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