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#876
May 29, 2014, 10:06 AM
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Worthless. One hundred percent alone. Hurting. Broken. Despicable. And hating myself for putting these things out here.
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 Aloneandafraid, RTerroni
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#878
May 29, 2014, 12:16 PM
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Just can't get moving today & half the day is gone. T was exhausting yesterday. Guess this is the aftermath
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
| Aloneandafraid
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#879
May 29, 2014, 05:03 PM
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Afraid. Alone and disillusioned. I feel abandoned by my T and my friends. I feel worthless and pathetic. I feel broken.
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| Anonymous200320, RTerroni
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#880
May 29, 2014, 05:44 PM
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Absolutely despicable. I feel like doing something impulsive and stupid...though let's be real, I probably just need a cigarette and a ******* nap.
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| Aloneandafraid, RTerroni
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#882
May 31, 2014, 08:54 AM
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Looking forward to seeing both PDoc and T, in next two weeks. Let's discuss my facial expressions. ..and how they may come accross to people, because the looks people use with me, exh too, I'm wondering. It affects me and my emotional health. There, i need help, gentlemen.
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#883
May 31, 2014, 11:44 AM
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I'm feeling full of moxie. I will go two concerts this weekend. My ex Therapist will be there. She responded to an email I sent her about an in correct assumption regarding visiting or even sitting with her and her family at the concert:
"You would be an intrusion - it ain't so! Nothing intrusive about it. - Love FM" Sometimes the forum still has me questioning what I already know. Silly me. |
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#884
May 31, 2014, 11:49 AM
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#886
May 31, 2014, 12:06 PM
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Think I've answered it. It's not a *gasp*omg, disbelief, ....it's what?why? It's disbelief yes, but also, stress, rug pulled expressed.
People see what's internal and make broad ASSumptions. So, let's move into stoic facial control Sent from my LGMS323 using Tapatalk |
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#887
May 31, 2014, 12:19 PM
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Damn the Clinton era....rapid eye blinking is lies, but, if you have a seizure disorder it can be symptomatic. I'm usually stoic, why my ex likes telling people I'm doped up. Ha! Some people need to pay better attention
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#888
May 31, 2014, 04:10 PM
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I am hoping your next Therapist will be flexible enough to meet your needs. You have been very courageous and patient TR. |
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#889
May 31, 2014, 05:44 PM
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#891
Jun 01, 2014, 11:00 AM
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Feeling so frustrated, alone and rejected. I need T
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| Anonymous43209, chumchum, tametc
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#892
Jun 01, 2014, 11:07 AM
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Missing T, but balancing well. Have given up on fighting the dependence. Have to accept and deal with the vulnerability and hope some day I can go it alone in confidence.
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| Aloneandafraid, BonnieJean
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#893
Jun 01, 2014, 06:39 PM
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Feeling like I can't figure out which way is up and which is down anymore. I'm all mixed up. I'm at the point of the spiral where I start seriously thinking I should cut my losses and leave T for his sake and to stop the bleeding. Like if I'm not in therapy it'll all go away.
But thats not true! Ugh....I need to do something different  I'm so frustrated with myself but T seems to think I need self-compassion so time to try that on and really practice it. (Funny how I meant to put the mad face above and accidentally put the hug emoticon LOL How fitting  )
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| BonnieJean, tametc, ~EnlightenMe~
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#894
Jun 01, 2014, 08:14 PM
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Feeling disconnected, depressed, and unsettled.
and anxious.
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"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity." Edgar Allan Poe |
| BonnieJean, chumchum, Freewilled, monkeybrains21, tametc
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#895
Jun 01, 2014, 08:33 PM
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I really don't know how I am feeling right now, have a few issues with a friend of mine (something new now in the mix) and my Therapist is leaving after this week.
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| Aloneandafraid, chumchum, tametc
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#896
Jun 02, 2014, 04:53 AM
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Alone and very rejected. I feel very sad and like its a realization that I am alone. My T doesnt really care - she only sees me because I pay her. She wouldn't be there otherwise. How could I have been so stupid to think she might want to be friends! I am deluded.
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| chumchum, RTerroni
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#898
Jun 03, 2014, 06:19 AM
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calm but also empty and tired
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| Aloneandafraid
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#899
Jun 04, 2014, 07:17 AM
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Dead or like in a very bad dream or trip. With the world tilting right now, I think in going to be sick.
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| someone321
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