Couch 67 - Keep calm, carry on, and have a cup of tea.

True dat.

Photo, I would be extremely mad if my T did something like that. I can't believe that he thought that would be "okay" to throw out there without clearing it with you first. That would bring up serious trust issues with me.

Granite, I hope you go to T tomorrow, sometimes it is more helpful if we go when we don't feel like it.

MKAC, hope the pain goes away soon. At least you got the tooth fixed.

RTS, I'm glad that your older son was able to stay home to watch your younger son so you didn't have to take him to work with you. I'm sure your older son didn't mind staying home from school.

I can see the pool, but there are no sheep in your avatar.

Photo, I can't believe your T said that. There is no way in hell I would continue with a T who just "invited" my H to sessions. Never. I'm sorry that happened.

C-word works too.

But there is a sheep in your avatar. I think pool was her and sheep was you.

Eek! I'll have to go back and see what that was all about.

Well, I need to go make some supper (it's almost 7pm here) before it gets too late, so I can eat at a decent time. Then to take a shower.

I'll hop on later tonight, but not real late as I have C tomorrow morning.

MKAC-hope your tooth feels better quickly.

Sorry folks..I keep reading back and losing my spot so my responses might only be 1 at a time.

Granite...please don't be humiliated. The Mix up last time was not your fault. Hugs.

House hunting is proving a chore. I went through 3 yesterday. One without a/c in living area and the house was roasting and smelled of dog pee. One house, adverised as three bedrooms, was barely big enough to fit one hobbit let alone 3 people.
I seem to have picked up a gastro bug in my travels. So I'm sitting on the net looking at real estate websites.

I'm a bit cross because the ex has had ages to start looking and now I have 8 business days to find something. Secretly hoping the contract falls through but its looking pretty sold

My H is being so awesome. He did laundry over the weekend and made pudding and cream of wheat for me. He made mac & cheese for me tonight, now that I am finally feeling somewhat better. He is taking D to her T appointment.

What exactly is humiliating? The fact that you showed up? Because you didn't get the message on time? Do you think the receptionist would be judging you? It was a mistake (that wasn't even your fault, if they left a message that late), and those type of things happen all the time.

I bet your T will probably just apologize for getting you the message at the last minute, there is NOTHING to feel bad about. Honestly.

Go in, because i think if you don't you'll just spin further and further down the spiral, and you've been doing SO WELL despite that it has been so so hard for you.

way o step up hubby and glad you are feeling better

YAY for helpful H's!

I am going to go .I just don't know how it will go .I hope she just knows me well enough to know I just don't want to deal with that kind of stuff in T. I hate dealing with any kind of relationship stuff between us .like me getting frustrated that I showed up and how pathetic I must have looked to everyone . you know the client who is so needy she shows up even when T is sick etc... I try to never talk about any feelings I have towards her and what she does .it wouldn't change anything and a bug humiliating waste of time .if I am going to try and talk to her I always feel it should be something that is use full and can maybe change in my life not about weather my T loves me or cares . and that kind of attachment stuff .it don't change anything .best ignored and not talked about . to her I just want to be someone who shows up and pays and gives her no problems .invisible .not always so good at that though

MKAC you are so lucky.

Granite

Heading into my YT appt... Last appt I talked a little about my brother and then with the whole show me how to love you statement....so this appt feels ackward

hello

I

am

alive.

not

well,

but

alive.

and

I

don't

want

to

talk.

Thanks.

(glad you're going to T, granite. Glad tooth is better mkac. Glad kids were not horrible squirrel, sorry t was stupid photos, sorry but your not a pit bull sd, hugs to everyone else.)

Well, I am fed and clean.

Now, I am just going to relax online until it gets time for bed.

Have T tomorrow after I get C on the bus, which means going into work late. I'll only miss 1st period though, so not real late. I think I am going to humor T and bring Liskers. I'm even thinking about "going all out" and bringing all 6 of my stuffed kitties in. Just for the heck of it. Ever since I brought Liskers once, she asks where he is everytime, so I will bring the whole family in.

Hang in there Wiki. I hope you feel better soon.

(((((Wiki)))))

I just made another appt with my T for this Wednesday at 1. I'm still both ticked and hurt about what happened today. Maybe after I sleep on it, I'll be able to handle my emotions better, but right now I need to speak with him again this week. Otherwise I have to wait until next week Wednesday. I don't think I can wait that long. I really need to know why he said what he did this afternoon. If we had any out of session contact, I would clear it up that way, but we don't. I feel really needy booking another appt for this week already, but I walked out of his office in a bad place. Hoping to wake up feeling better and will want to cancel the appt. If not, I'll have the appt ready to go and waiting for me.

I'm sorry for taking up so much board space today. I appreciate all of the support you've given me. I really do trust my T, but I just don't understand where he's coming from with this at all. I feel like I've been blindsided. As upset as I am over this, I owe it to myself and all of our hardwork together to get a proper explanation from him before walking away after this. Hopefully I'll get one.

Thanks again.

(((Wiki))) Hope you're feeling better soon.