i finally got an appt to see T again after a break and i had to call up today and reschedule and couldnt get an appt until 3weeks away

i had to reschedule cos have to go to hosp for physical health

im really lost cos i know i need T and want to go and then another part is just feakin out and doesnt want to go
so right now i am mix of emotions in regards to this one part is pissed off and the other relieved

for all you out there that i lean on and who hold me up above the water thank you and warning to u that i may need more support but know i will give it back one hundred fold

Aw. Three weeks is a long time :-( I'm sorry that you have to wait so long. I get what it is like to have this confused mix of emotions... Do you know why part of you is freaking out and pissed off? Is it about having to wait or...

Bronee, its ok to need support and dont worry about having to repay it! I'm sorry your physical health has had to take presidence over your mental health!

Take care and I hope the 3weeks passes with as little discomfort as possible!

[purplemoon]

Wishing you the best. 3 weeks is so long to wait. This forum is absolutely wonderful with support. They will help you get through. I know they have helped me in desperate times. I don't know what I would have done without it.

[lauren_helene]

Oh my, 3 weeks...I totally understand. In the meantime, you have us!

[sunrise]

bronee, I feel for ya. 3 weeks can seem so long. Just take it one day at a time.

Best of luck with your hospital visit.

[bipolar_bear]

(((((((((((((((((bronee)))))))))))))))))) Three weeks can seem like forever, I know. I am sorry that you are also having physical health problems. I hope all goes well in the hospital. Please feel free to lean on me.

Bronee, waiting 3 weeks sucks. There is nothing else to it, it just sucks.

Keep posting here, writing helps.