Couch 88 - let's make it great!

I don't often dream but when I have one like this I remember I hat all these feelings that stick around. they make it seem so real. im sorry ready

This time, i dreamt that the person chastising me at work was speaking French. I'm not sure if that's an improvement or not! She was also very elegantly dressed with a hat and furs and stuff. What gave me away was, she saw me walking to my desk with a muffin at 11:15 am, and she was like, that is too early for lunch, too late for a break - what time did this person get in? Boom, busted!

I had another dream about the stbx last night. We were waiting for court and it was running late. We were supposed to be in another courtroom later and we were going to miss it. I was panicking because both were equally important and I couldn't decide which one to go to...

...

Well, I suppose it wasn't another one about finding myself back with him

Gah. I'm nauseous. I hate this ****.

I like to put the vinegar on the baking soda paste at the end because I like to watch it bubble up.

(((Cat)))

We'd make a chemist out of you yet SD!

I would love chemistry and physics without the mathy bits.

And then aim a blowtorch at it the great britain baking show finale is tonight on public television, they usually have a blowtorch. If my house were clean i would want a soldering iron to muck about with jewelry.

Maybe I should try to distract by playing with baking soda and vinegar. Though the smell may not help with the nauseous feeling.

Blowtorches are surprisingly useful in the kitchen

Or a blowtorch - they don't smell like vinegar

I don't have a blowtorch.

I probably shouldn't play with fire. I don't have the best track record.

Eh, that's what excel and integration programs are for. Leave the math to the IT department

*hides in the corner*

*curls up in the other corner*

I think I'm headed towards falling apart....

whats up cat

The usual... I have to do **** daily that no one should have to do. Ever.

I am NOT good at math. Barely squeaked through in school, only because the teachers felt sorry for me because I tried so hard. I just do not have a math brain!

I have my overnight Troop Camp Certification training next weekend with the Girl Scouts, getting my stuff together earlier today found my sleeping bag in my son's room and the zipper is half torn out and broken besides... well, the sleeping bag IS about 35 years old so I guess I shouldn't be too surprised! So I went out and found a new sleeping bag along with a mess kit and dunk bag at Wal Mart cheap enough, so I can check off the stuff I need to bring. I'm ready now!!

(((Cat)))
Hang in there. **** gotta be done, and if we don't do it, who will?

Yeah. No one. Just me.

life sucks big hairy ones sometimes...

I'm emotionally shut down.... Still. Gah. That's annoying.