Couch 90 - nine tee - not nine teen.

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Yesterday i got sooo close to discussing my csa why is it taking 5 years to get there?

((JS))

It's news because it's rare.

I think I burned the skin off the roof of my mouth with the cayenne pepper. Today - more cinnamon and less pepper.

[QUOTE=Bipolarartist;4351951]****tw csa mentuon******

Yesterday i got sooo close to discussing my csa why is it taking 5 years to get there?[/QUO

Coming on to PC has made me really appreciate my physically safe childhood. Not sure what to say, just need to be supportively with you and other CSA survivors.

Is your cold any better?

It's not rare CE Usually they don't make the news at all, unless it involves wealthy people.
http://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/5959776

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Hey! Dont try to confuse her with the facts!! As a dear friend of mine used to say...

Eta - jk - i know you were actually enquiring after the dog's health

Staggering article JS. I'm really glad you (and I) are free now. Please try not to worry about stbxh finding you!

I've been debating posting a story on the "good things about T" thread, except not a lot of people would find it 'good' and it might not even be funny, could trigger a lot of folks. But it drew a parallel for my T and she got to see how mundane terrifying situations are for me. I was cool as a cucumber and she was freaking out. As the adrenaline wore off she commented "I see what you mean now."

This does have a point. O.o

Ties into the domestic violence stats mentioned above.

Sorry I tend to ramble and it's hard to keep up with.

Cooked breakfast and cleaned up the kitchen, put in a load of laundry, hubby went out to change the oil in his car, getting a good start on this weekend's chores! Relaxing on the couch (this one and my real one lol) while the dishwasher and the clothes washer do their thing! Also have some ground turkey thawing so I can make spaghetti later. Maybe I'll make some brownies today too, I need to scroll up and copy the recipe I saw on here earlier. Yum!

I'm feeling really good about ending therapy. I guess the email I sent t Thursday night, was just a temporary regression or something, probably not unexpected, as t took it very much in stride and responded that she gets it, everything I was saying, and that we would talk about it in April, and reminded me to enjoy my life.

I wanted to share something else too - this newfound strength in myself even with my h - yesterday I told him something about work and he in his typical fashion did not acknowledge a word I said then launched into his own something or other. I responded, and then asked him if he had heard what I said. He said, I heard every word you said. I told him, I would appreciate at least some kind of acknowledgement that you heard me, you don't have to get all overly excited and jump up and down, that's not what I'm asking for, all I want is to be acknowledged - even an "Oh, I didn't know that" - if you think what I said was stupid, or boring or you could care less, at least say SOMETHING so I don't feel invisible. He's trying, too... this morning I told him something about the lecture I went to last night. He responded "It sounds like you enjoyed it." And then he said "See? I did what you asked me to do!" and he was all proud of himself.

I did refrain from patting him on the head and saying "good hubby".

I am feeling so very blessed. I am working through the ending of a very successful therapy relationship, discovering that my hubby is indeed a good man and I just had to tell him what I needed, and continuing to put myself out there in the world and meeting new people like at the lecture last night - looking very much forward now, after having worked very hard in therapy on resolving the past.

I wish I could wave a magic wand and give this feeling to all of you!

This morning I'm dealing with an upset 7 year old who learned the art of manipulation from a master It hurts like nothing on Earth to hear her father's bs coming out of her mouth.
I dread the day she'll have regular visitation with him

I'm supposed to be working from home today - sitting here waiting for my phone to ring when I'd rather take the kids to the park. So far it hasn't rung once.

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Not really, but it hasn't gotten worse.

JS that article is very scary. i'm so glad you're free.

so started my day with being told to shut up and to get out of my own house from my farther . I hate my family

(((((Granite)))))

So sorry granite. (((((granite)))))

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I'm sorry Granite What a j e r k.

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My phone still hasn't rang Still sitting here like a fool staring at it. I'm so pissed about wasting my Saturday

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That must be frustrating js a lost day plus dealing with your 7 yr old. They do outgrowit, well at least mine did.

((((Granite))))

I wonder why my new neighbour parks directly behind me always. Today she is dangerously close to the intersection.

Gods I hope so. Stbx used to tell me not to worry, she was going to grow up like him when I would worry that she would become too quiet and isolated like me... The thought gives me nightmares...

The trouble is, the more upset I am the more challenging her behavior becomes, and I am struggling to keep it together now that we're out of the shelter. I had a lot of support there and now, well, it's hard not to feel very alone. I still have the support, but I have to reach out for it, and that's a struggle for me. I'm right annoyed at my boss for keeping me cooped up in the house today for nothing. Being cooped up is very bad for my state of mind.

Ah well, at least I'm out now.

in other news, my downstairs neighbor reported us for being noisy and my other-side-of-wall-neighbor is all about the bass. Literally. Gah! Low income apartment complex FTW

You're her yardstick I guess that makes it your job to look out for the intersection...

Pfffttt! She can look after her own butt or maybe she cant reverse park....

Mindfulness so far has been a bit of a successs but next week we do strong emotions. I wonder how strong they want?