So i thought i would just start a new thread i am im the hospital the crisis team said i had to go and many hours later i am writing this. They took my shoes and some other things i havent eaten since yesterday it is now night time and they keep asking me to take vallium and something else i cant i am so scared and stressed.

I myself found some relief once I got to the hospital. For me it was finally a safe place. Are you able to consider the fact and trust that the staff want to help and do the best for you?

Maybe make yourself a few lists and compare them. One a list of evidence for the negative (including your fear of taking medication) the second a list of evidence for the positive. Hopefully the second will be longer than the first. Maybe do the same for reasons against and for the hospital stay.

[Argonautomobile]

Thinking of you.

[IrisBloom]

Try to relax and let them take care of you. Take the meds offered. If you don't like how they affect you then you can stop taking them and/or ask for a change. They are there to help you but you must participate in your care.

I am more stressed than i have ever been i am exhausted i havent slept i am scared i am sore because the bed is like a plank of wood i havent eaten still so i feel weak and i really want to SH. I dont know what to do anymore the others in my head are upset and it is all my fault i cant eat the food or drink here i am really thirsty but i cant drink it or they will hurt me i am scared.

[IrisBloom]

Relax. Just relax.

[Favorite Jeans]

Originally Posted by eden1515

I am more stressed than i have ever been i am exhausted i havent slept i am scared i am sore because the bed is like a plank of wood i havent eaten still so i feel weak and i really want to SH. I dont know what to do anymore the others in my head are upset and it is all my fault i cant eat the food or drink here i am really thirsty but i cant drink it or they will hurt me i am scared.

The medication will likely calm them, too.

Also it sounds like, if they are going to be mad at you for having food and water, they don't have your best interests at heart so it might be time to remind them that they don't get to make the decisions.

[Nammu]

work with them(doctors and staff) they are there to help.

Hospital is a scary place, but you are there for them to help you. I know it might not seem like it right now but hospital is the best place for you to get the treatment you need. You can get through this.

I am scared i dont know what to do i am exhausted and i am really thirsty but i cant drink i want to cry and scream and ugh i feel terrible i ruined everything i feel so weak. I have looked and i cant even think of a way to escape this place i just i cant sleep and everything hurts and there is too much noise and i keep getting scared they and planing to do something to me and i am just really really really scared.

[here today]

Thinking of you, wishing the best for you.

[Ad Intra]

I really hope this goes well for you. Please keep us updated. I hope you can get some sleep, get some food and drink.

eden1515, I hear your fear, and I hope everything goes better for you than your worst fears, and that you will find light and fresh air on the otherside of this nightmare. I'm pulling out but I want you to know Im cheering for you all the way to the finish line.

I have ruined everything. I feel like i need to move faster with doing certain things but i am so weak right now i can barely walk they took more of my stuff i am scared i am so stupid ugh i dont know what to do anymore.

[LonesomeTonight]

Sending you hugs...Are you unable to eat or drink there because you're afraid they'll slip some medication into your food/drink? Or is it because you're upset? I know if I'm upset and scared I have trouble eating. What have they told you about how long you'll have to stay? I don't know what rules are like in Australia for whether you can be held there a certain amount of time or not. Please hang in there...

I am scared they have put something in it but also i am upset.

I had to drink some water now the others are mad at me and i feel terrible i was going to faint if i didnt but now they are really mad i dont know what to do i keep messing everything up. Ugh i want to scream i am tired everything hurts the doctor said i had to stay here again tonight i still havent eaten i am scared now.

[divine1966]

Tell your doc that you can't drink. They might need to do an IV to prevent dehydration. Also tell doctors that you haven't been eating. They might come up with something

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I told them they asked my mum to bring food in.

[kecanoe]

Can you eat your mother's cooking? I hope so. And I hope you can keep drinking water. I'd like to tell them that you need water to survive.

I ate some of my mums food i am really really really nervous i have a review today to see if i can go home or if i will be moved to a longer stay unit. I dont know what is going to happen and i am really scared.

[JustShakey]

(((Eden)))

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[passionfruit3]

This sucks i hated the hospital just try and cooperate and get out as long as your not resistant or violent they won't hurt you

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They moved me to a longer stay unit i am super nervous the place is really big and there is a lot to remember and i really dont know what to do i had to agree to tell the nurse if I felt bad or unsafe so that i was not put on the high dependency ward and or sectioned. But asking for help in any situation has always been a struggle for me. still cant sleep.

[velcro003]

I'm glad you are staying even if it is very difficult for you. If the others don't even want you to drink water, can you see they literally are killing you?