Hospital

Good luck.

Hugs.....

Eden...
I really hope you let them help you find some relief.

It is morning i am really scared i have no clue what will happen and i still really want to hurt myself and the others say i have to soon or all the bad stuff will start happening and i really really i am scared I hope they wont notice me not eating i am scared.

Eden

Let them help you. But you have to eat and drink in order to get better

I hope you had some of your mum's food to eat today.

Thinking of you, and glad you are getting something in your belly, especially mom's food. It says you are willing to trust, even if it's just a little bit.

Fml i am screwed i am so screwed they are going to hurt me i just had a meeting with the doctors and they said if i could not take the medication myself they were going to use the mental health act to force me to take it i am literally about to cry.

If you're being forced to take the medication, wouldn't the others realize it's not your choice?

Please take the medicine it will help you please

Eden, I know you can't believe it right now, but you do need to be in the hospital and you do need the meds. Your thoughts are completely out of control. I hope you get some relief soon.

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How are you doing, Eden?

I am tired i still havent slept it is not safe to sleep here i am still not eating i havent now for 2 days everything is scaring me i am meant to see the doctors again today but not sure if i will things are always so busy here. Some of the other patients are nice they are more helpful than half the staff. I dont know if they have talked to my psychologist or psychiatrist yet i am just generally scared.

I'm glad some of the patients are nice at least. Were you not able to eat your mom's food?

She hasnt brought me any

Does she know you're not willing to eat the food there?

No she doesnt know. i saw one of the doctors today i asked how long i would be here for she said it is hard to say and depends i am nervous still haven't eaten anything and i didnt sleep at all last night was super like aggitated ugh i still am i feel bad.

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad right now, but I do have to say that I am glad to know you are safe and being taken care of after the things you were saying in earlier threads.

Please let them help you, eden.

I am scared i dont know what to do about the doctors i am still scared about the comments made about them maybe using the mental health act i dont know if it was like just supposed to scare me but it is making me nervous i don't know what to do i am always nervous i am scared they will make me eat too ugh i want to scream.

I went through the same thing they forcefully medicated me it's not fun can't you pretend to do well till you get out then go back to listen to voices

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Eden, hope you're doing okay.
Can you ask your Mum to bring you some food? Just tell her you don't like the hospital food? You might feel stronger if you ate.

I am about to cry i saw the doctors again today they said if i dont start taking the medication myself in a few days they will force me to take it i am so scared i feel like i am going to be sick i need to find a way out of this place it is not safe here.

I understand your fears. I know they are real to you and I wish I could put my arms around you and comfort you.

But you need to understand you are in a safe place and they are all trying to help you get better. The more you fight against it the meaner they have to be to you. If you want to get better and get out and do the things you want you have to cooperate with them and participate in your own treatment.

You will feel better if you eat. Please try at least.

Doctors and mental health systems have to try their best to help people and if you fight it then yes they will force the meds in your best interest and you will lose your choices. If you cooperate and discuss the different med options you have more control over which meds you need to take. As strange as it may sound having some control by working with them is better than continuing to resist. Not eating just makes them more positive you need meds. Hospitals do monitor food intake as well as sleep.