I am exhausted i feel alien i have been dissociating a lot pretty much since i went into hospital and it hasnt stopped. The people here keep saying talk to us if you are feeling bad but it is so hard because when i am out of it i cant talk and ugh i want to scream everything hurts and there is too much noise and i want to cry and i cant make my head stop and i feel like i am falling back into the hole again i dont feel right like i cant stay in one place i dont feel good. My psychologist still has not replied about a possible appointment and i still havent spoken to my psychiatrist i want to scream.
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