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#201
Mar 04, 2016, 11:24 AM
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I sure let my feelings take me over. I watched it happen yesterday from in the middle of it. How odd to be inside the feelings, yet also have a part of me observing from outside of them. That same observing self said calm the hell down and I did. It was about my frustration with h. I didn't know how to handle him yest and became momentarily overwhelmed.
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#202
Mar 04, 2016, 11:26 AM
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"Handle him" meaning i can't handle myself when he acts a certain way.
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#203
Mar 04, 2016, 11:42 AM
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Good morning!
Please forgive the flip out about the library last night. I was in a weird place and when I saw the new picture it looked dark and something else I don't know the name of. Sorry! Embarrassed!!  Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#204
Mar 04, 2016, 11:54 AM
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Me too!! That has got to be the most calming place I could imagine right now. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning |
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#205
Mar 04, 2016, 11:59 AM
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Spring break and we have grey rainy forecast to endure. Grey and rain with no external structure responsibility to the time is excruciating for me.
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#206
Mar 04, 2016, 12:02 PM
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**the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain and every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain**
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#207
Mar 04, 2016, 12:05 PM
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Trader Joe's almond croissants (the frozen ones) are tasty in case anyone here was wondering. I give them a thumbs up for delicious empty calories. The saving grace of them is that you have to plan ahead - they have to proof about 6 hours before baking so you can't just decide and indulge in the same moment.
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Please NO @ Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. |
| CantExplain
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#208
Mar 04, 2016, 12:05 PM
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Torn...big time! Ugh!
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| CantExplain, kecanoe
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#209
Mar 04, 2016, 12:08 PM
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Thank you!! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#210
Mar 04, 2016, 01:06 PM
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Anyone know of options to partial and IP? Outpatient isn't going to cut it right now. But at the rate things are going for me right now partial will quickly lead to IP. I'm dead set against IP, therefore partial is out.
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| Anonymous37917, Gavinandnikki
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#211
Mar 04, 2016, 01:12 PM
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What about intensive outpatient? Daily therapy? One pdoc wanted me to do "day hospitalization" where I got to go home at night.
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| DelusionsDaily
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#212
Mar 04, 2016, 01:16 PM
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Never heard of IOP for mental health. Around here it's more for drugs/alcohol. The day hospitalization you speak of would be partial here. I could call around and see what they say.
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#213
Mar 04, 2016, 01:26 PM
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The pumpkin white chocolate chip cookies I have been eyeing in the window of a local bakery for a while were a serious disappointment when I finally bought one this morning.
I barely get hungry as it is. Seems like the food should be worth it. |
| CantExplain, unaluna
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#214
Mar 04, 2016, 01:31 PM
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(((Art))) Your feelings are valid. I think it's quite possible that your h is acting in a certain way (unconsciously) to elicit a reaction from you. I think maybe you're right in saying 'handle him'. Children do that sort of stuff when they need help with their feelings. It's hard to step back from that and be firm about not being his mom. It's not fair to you. He needs to learn to handle his own feelings. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#215
Mar 04, 2016, 01:33 PM
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 Don't worry about it TR. I did something similar with my daughter earlier this week. She closed the blinds in the family room to have a 'party' and I freaked out a little. I ended up feeling so bad about it I bought her a real disco ball for her 'parties'...Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#216
Mar 04, 2016, 01:34 PM
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(((DD)))
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'... At poor peace I sing To you strangers (though song Is a burning and crested act, The fire of birds in The world's turning wood, For my sawn, splay sounds,) ...' Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue |
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#217
Mar 04, 2016, 01:51 PM
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Just wish I could snap out of it for the sake of everyone around me. |
| Gavinandnikki, JustShakey
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#218
Mar 04, 2016, 01:53 PM
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 he also creepily stares at me in silence once he realizes his meowing won't get me to feed him. Usually I am lying on the couch on my computer, and I will look down, and there he is, silently judging me. 10 minutes later, same thing...he is a weirdo cat.Quote:
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#219
Mar 04, 2016, 01:53 PM
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Thank you JS! Man... I hope at some point I will be able to realize when I've been triggered, when it happens - instead of after the fact and I've flipped out. It's really weird how it happens without me knowing what's going on. I guess it's good that I'm at least understanding that part of it. ? The disco ball sounds fun!! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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#220
Mar 04, 2016, 01:57 PM
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If it helps, you are not alone, DD. I am doing this online fitness challenge thing where you get points for doing certain healthy things. There is an extra slot for points for "goal." Any healthy goal you choose. For the last week, mine has been to give myself extra points for "I didn't kill myself today." I'm not telling any of the people online that is my 'goal' though.
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| atisketatasket, CantExplain, Gavinandnikki, JustShakey, unaluna
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#221
Mar 04, 2016, 02:20 PM
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Not sure what exactly happened in session yesterday but I feel, odd? I don't feel like myself. I don't feel weighted down by darkness either, perhaps this is what "okay" feels like? No idea. Couldn't go to work this morning though. But my safe place in my home is now spotless and smells like fresh roses. I just feel weird, but not a bad weird. Not sure how to explain it.......
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#222
Mar 04, 2016, 03:32 PM
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#223
Mar 04, 2016, 05:22 PM
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The rain is wonderful! I hope a lot is going into our catchment areas and dams. We are on tight water restrictions and if someone complains about the rain i will deck them. Hope it continues well into next week.
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#224
Mar 04, 2016, 05:48 PM
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I have felt like that sometimes too! Not sure what to make of it when it happens either. I wonder to myself "Is this a good thing?" -------------------- Sent earlier and realized I didn't tell you that I was glad you felt lighter!! That IS a good thing!' Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning Last edited by TrailRunner14; Mar 04, 2016 at 07:01 PM. |
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#225
Mar 04, 2016, 06:20 PM
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Nix going out to reduce sui thought. Sitting at rams horn with my friend and her friend and thought are amplified 100X's feeling like a third wheel.
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| Anonymous37917, Anonymous43207, CantExplain, Gavinandnikki, unaluna
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