The Couch - Cent Dix (110): A Little Bit of Everything, A Whole Lotta Nothing

I am watching Pitch Perfect 2 - I find it fairly funny. I also enjoyed Pitch Perfect.

Did you make a pun?

I have always been monogamous also - I find dealing with one other person to sometimes be more than I can handle - I cannot imagine me having the urge to juggle more than one other person at a time.

Ack - I fixed it.

I'm not convinced life long monogamy is normal for humans or should be the standard. No other primate species mates for life.

I second that.

I taught the puppy to high five and now he wants to stop everyone on our walk to high five them/

My next session is on my adoptive mothers birthday. My first reaction was to change the day. I want opinions please. Should I keep it and risk talking about my adoptive mother. I am really in a tizz here and can't really think straight.

If that day is usually tough for you, maybe therapy on that day could be supportive?

Morning, couch.

Just checking in before heading to take my car to the shop.

Be back later.

hey guys i had a rough night with nightmares about the mother and am just feeling horrible . will i ever get over the hell that woman put me through .i dont think so . it is so much of a part of me .how i think ,how i act and respond to situations , i cant talk about it in therapy and im not sure my T wants to hear about it either . it seems to be an every day thing . the anger the depression . the thoughts . anyway sorry the vent is over .

Work shifts that start before 7 am should be outlawed. That is all.

(((granite)))

I'm sorry granite. Hugs. I do believe someday you will be able to not be stuck in your mom's abuse. Its happening for me the journey is hell, but you are obviously a survivor. You'll make it to.the other side

Would it be wrong to talk about her?

8.5 for English literature file
7.4 for Economics test
8.1 that'll be rising to maybe an 8.7 for my mother tongue test

I'm happy with my results

i hardly ever dream and i hate when i do . my T says that i dream and i just block it out . that im probably dreaming and half remembering when i wake up in a panic for no reason . im just blocking the memories . not a fan of that theory. i know when i have been dreaming .like last night . it was about the mother and my step farther . my stepfather had left for some reason and i couldn't find him . there was no sign of im i had gone into his garage looking for him and it was empty of all his stuff.the devastation was too much for me . the mother was all victorious and cared nothing of me . i felt the sorrow so deep inside me when i woke up .it makes me so sad. he meant everything to me . he is what made life bearable for me . i know it was not a big deal of a dream but again for me it was horrific . the idea of him not being around the terrified me .

Well, got my last chapter of reading done. Now just to read the common core article and respond as to whether or not I agree to the US adopting it.

Got a call about my car. The mechanic could not duplicate the overheating...strange...it overheated on my 3 times since replacing the radiator. Though all 3 times I was stuck in snail pace inching along traffic do to a wreck. One of them had traffic backed up 3 miles. Strange.

He did fix my AC though and is doing an oil change that I am due for. Car should be ready later this afternoon in time to go to CVS.

Well, I'd better get to my common core article and paper. It's only 7:45 Phoenix time (where the school is located), so I have a while still.

I do think your t wants to hear about it. For me, the anger subsided some with talking about it.

you use to share about the journey you are on with your T about your mother and what she did . you have been through a lot . wish i could talk to my T like that . you have not shared how things are going these days

I'm really annoyed with my T. A couple of weeks ago we decided to schedule appointments during PE lessons which was handy for several reasons. We agreed that she would arrange this with my school. I've asked her several times during the last few weeks whether she'd done so and she never responds. Now I'm really uncertain whether or not this is arranged, whether I have to say something myself tomorrow at school, whether school will even allow me to skip PE lessons.. AND T IS NOT RESPONDING! I've emailed her yet again this morning, texted her this afternoon and called her half an hour ago (got voicemail). And no response. -.-

And barely a minute after my post here, T called. Turns out she'd been trying all day to email, but the system wasn't working.

which I probably shouldn't whine about, but really, trying ALL DAY? She agreed to send that email almost a month ago..

Car is picked up and I am home relaxing before CVS. Read the articles for my Common Core paper, just need to write it now. I will probably do that after CVS tonight. It's Spring Break...I can stay up late...I have nowhere to be tomorrow and I will have till 2:59am my time to get it in. Yes, last minute is bad, but I my brain needs a break till work.

Just checked "Where's my refund?" on the IRS website. My refund should be sent to my bank on March 23rd. Yay, $250 in my pocket. $100 of it can replace what I had to spend on my car repair today. The other $150 can be treat myself special money.

Great, Breadfish. Now I want you to post: "My therapist should give me a million dollars/euros/whatever currency you like." Let's see how far we can take this!