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Old May 17, 2016, 09:06 AM
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I wish therapy could stay on the same track. Or that I could. Or something. I enjoy rollercoasters but not in T's office.
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Old May 17, 2016, 09:07 AM
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I wish therapy could stay on the same track. Or that I could. Or something. I enjoy rollercoasters but not in T's office.
Hugs, Crocus. I hope it gets better. Maybe you should tell your t you want to focus on one thing at the moment.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 09:11 AM
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The moment you try to send your t an email, and your finger just hovers over the send button. Then, you press it, and you're like, should I have sent that, or not?

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 09:17 AM
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T went well today. Talked about (me and) my parents, mostly. I'm feeling a little better now than I did yesterday evening.
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Old May 17, 2016, 09:19 AM
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T went well today. Talked about (me and) my parents, mostly. I'm feeling a little better now than I did yesterday evening.
I'm glad things went well for you!

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 10:14 AM
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Hugs, Crocus. I hope it gets better. Maybe you should tell your t you want to focus on one thing at the moment.
Thank you. I always decide what we talk about in session - it is extremely unusual that T raises a subject. It's more a problem of the sessions sometimes being constructive and leaving me feeling better, and sometimes it's just empty words and I want things that T cannot provide (like reassurance or even caring).

Sorry. I'm in a bad mood is all.
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Old May 17, 2016, 10:16 AM
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Thank you. I always decide what we talk about in session - it is extremely unusual that T raises a subject. It's more a problem of the sessions sometimes being constructive and leaving me feeling better, and sometimes it's just empty words and I want things that T cannot provide (like reassurance or even caring).

Sorry. I'm in a bad mood is all.
Sorry about that. I really hope thing get better for you, today!

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 10:33 AM
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No. I prefer honesty, that is why I asked. And I had pretty much lost all hope in those things, which is another reason I asked. I didn't think it would really be outside if books. Thank you for your opinion!
Keep in mind that those are just my biased opinions, and I did not start proper therapy until I was 39 - I have been very messed up and still am. It is too late for me to get those things in a r/s, but there are other people who have them. So just remember that nobody can know how your life will be.
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Old May 17, 2016, 10:34 AM
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Sorry about that. I really hope thing get better for you, today!

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Thank you, that is much appreciated I gave a lecture at midday that went pretty well I think (all the students returned for the second hour!) and now I have the rest of the afternoon and evening to myself. I have a lot of work to do but it's still nice to have the place to myself and the cats.
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Old May 17, 2016, 10:51 AM
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Thank you, that is much appreciated I gave a lecture at midday that went pretty well I think (all the students returned for the second hour!) and now I have the rest of the afternoon and evening to myself. I have a lot of work to do but it's still nice to have the place to myself and the cats.
That sounds nice. Glad the lecture went well!

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:11 AM
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Extremely irritated right now.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:19 AM
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Anything we can do, DF? Shall we send the Couch hit squad on somebody?
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:24 AM
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Anything we can do, DF? Shall we send the Couch hit squad on somebody?
I wish. But no. I'm just really...emotional today, I guess. I've been looking at my life a lot lately, and anything anyone says here is just really rubbing me the wrong way. Not liking the things I see at all. Thank you though! That gave me my laugh for the day. I appreciate the idea. But it's my family. And when you smile so you don't hit them, they just continue and make it worse.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:33 AM
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Been extroverting all morning again. I hate when the person I'm trying to help refuses to listen to my suggestions. Ok, do it your way and keep sucking. Whatev. I think but of course don't say. At least i have one coachee that is respectful of my time and knowledge i worked with her today too. Back to taking calls again yay.

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Old May 17, 2016, 11:35 AM
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Been extroverting all morning again. I hate when the person I'm trying to help refuses to listen to my suggestions. Ok, do it your way and keep sucking. Whatev. I think but of course don't say. At least i have one coachee that is respectful of my time and knowledge i worked with her today too. Back to taking calls again yay.

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Know what you mean. Of course, can't say I haven't listened in a different situation, but hopefully the rest of the people you help can be more respectful.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:43 AM
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I'm on my way!

Actually I have a bottle too.... but I haven't put it in the fridge yet like a dummy. I shall go do that right now so it will be perfect when I get home from work tomorrow!

I bought mine straight out of the fridge at the store so it was good to go as soon as I got home

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Old May 17, 2016, 11:46 AM
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I wish. But no. I'm just really...emotional today, I guess. I've been looking at my life a lot lately, and anything anyone says here is just really rubbing me the wrong way. Not liking the things I see at all. Thank you though! That gave me my laugh for the day. I appreciate the idea. But it's my family. And when you smile so you don't hit them, they just continue and make it worse.

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I hope your day gets better!! Thank you so much for your encouragement and just being there.

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Old May 17, 2016, 11:47 AM
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I hope your day gets better!! Thank you so much for your encouragement and just being there.

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Thank you. I appreciate it.

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:49 AM
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T today im panicked and worried
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:52 AM
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T today im panicked and worried
If you need anyone to ride with you to make you feel better, I volunteer. But I'm sure it will be fine. Good luck!

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:54 AM
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Old May 17, 2016, 11:55 AM
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At 100 pgs. Should probably make that new !ouch...

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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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